hey well i havnt written in here in ages now..
hmm i was meant to blog something that i wrote on a piece of paper while i was flying above.. i duno where lols.. somewher between beijing and singapore =) lols
mm anyways.. here is the random post that i wrote.. ^^

19th jUly 2007, Thursday at about... 10.30pm..

-* ocean of stars *-

in my many years of flying over many countries and many oceans i have never noticed how beautiful it is outside, high above, in the sky. Above all the buildings tonight however, is definately different to the nights ive travelled in the sky.
There are no clouds. A clear sky - a clear night sky.
And now looking out from my seat window, looking down, all i can see is an ocean of stars.
Its really absolutely beautiful. Specs of night shining brightly. Spread out all over, across the land. It seems magical. Flying above all the stars. at the top of the world, looking down at all the stars. constellations. galaxies.
it is an ocean of stars. it feels as if all your dreams can come true from up here.
you see, nearly every night i look up into the night sky and wish upon the stars....
star light. star bright. first star i see tonight.
wish i may. wish i might. have the wish. that i wish tonight.
now tonight im flying with the stars, above the stars. closer to heaven. perfection. the dream.
from up here it feels like everything can come true. all the dreams. all my wishes upon the night stars. feels close enough to just reach out and pocket a star - a dream.

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i wonder where these "stars"/lights are from? its not like all the buildings have a light above it, turned on every night. if that were the case, i would literally be seeing a galaxy from up here. lol so i wonder.. wat are these specs of lights coming from? =P hmm...
it trully is very beautiful thought =) instead of looking up into the night sky and seeing stars scattered all over, you look down. It looks exactly the same~ just lookin down instead. lol
and this time it feels and seems slightly closer, close enough to reach.

... bleh iwl finish this off ..some time.. when i feel like it..sigh things change soo fast.. mannn.. im going to do a new blog..

hmm wel im leaving china and going back home to australia tmro.. sighs..
its going to be sad leaving..like it alwasie is when i leave here sighs..=( and this time my grandma is here too..zz sigh so thats another family to face goodbye too! aiyah.. i hope that i dont cry..zz i usually tear up =/ and try to run awaay lol so that nowun can see me hahaha =/ zz NO coMment!

airports suck.. everyones sad.. filled with tears..either happy or sad.. to see someone come back or leave..sighs.. i alwasie end up tearing hahah =/ sigh..
i dont know wat its going to be like when i arrive back in perth airport...sigh the last time that i did..hmm.. i was happy to see him of course but it wasnt wat i expected..in fact it was soo not wat i expected..more like a bad dream that came truu lol..sigh not a nightmare..coz it wasnt sooo bad lols but definately a bad dream sighs =(

it was not like it was planned or anything.. but when i saw him at the airport he was with.. some girl that we both know.. someone that.. im not tooo fond of sighs but she is good friends with one of teh guys that he rides with sighs.. and she was ther to pick up a friend of hers too sighs.. and so yeah.... super akwardness lol =/ sighs

this year..sigh i dont know wats going to happen at all.. mm
u see, last year i went back feeling hopeful.. and yeah just really wishing that he would be mine again sigh since we juz broke up a month or two before sigh and it was kinda jus left ther..not reaally well ok i was in denial lol but.. sigh it was kinda left hanging sigh.. ( i wont bother explaining) mmm...

anyways, yeahh sigh this time.. we are over.. its clear now.. but he still makes it unclear with the things that he says sometimes..sigh and so i dont know wat to expect this time round.. sighs
i told myself not to get my hopes up coz.. bleh.. i shudnt.. iwl prob end up gettin shut down again righT? sighs =( i reli hope not tho.. zz but yeah im tryin not to think too much and obviously i hope for the best..but .. yeah sigh watever happends happens yea and i gues iv been holding onto him for wayy too long..and if its not meant to be..its not meant to be and i shall let go :)

hmmm lol ahhaha sigh we shall see how that works out yea? lols =X

anyways sighhhh wat to talk about...mmmm

wels, i finally got to my 10th book for this year hehehe !! i finally achieved something lol.. LOL ok no no big deal of course lah sighs haha but i did set a goal to read that many books this year and i did it :D hahaha and im happy for myself.. as gay as this blog sounds lol =X hahaha..

i read harry potter one coz of the movie! lols i just heard from my friend that it wasnt that great tho..and that he nearli fell aslp in some parts coz it was that boring =/ zz maybe he jus has bad taste yeA? eeks i hope that its good lol

hmm yes okay well its my last night here with the family so i best get offline lol =x im going to go bowling now hehehehe.. must practice so that when i get bak i can kik rogers ass :D hahahah

hmm excited for perth but.. scared too..sigh.. wish me luck! =)

- dreamer
but now.. the question is who to watch it wiTH????!
eveyones seem to hav watched it alredi! omg sigh..soo sad..hahahah

wells, i finally read the order of the pheonix - harry potter! lols hahah yes i know that im slow..shuttup! lols.. i decided i shud read it coz the new movie jus came out and yeaaa hehehe.. it took me hmmm 3 and a half days to read it.. its thick man... and im not really into all that wizard.. err mystery and magic.. fantasy stuffs lols =X i nearli put the book down near the start lols coz it was ...boring =X lols
but i read it laahhh.. hehehe its okiii.. i dont like the ending tho.. i mean, the fighting part.. its hard to understand and folliow..coz they pull out all these fancy words.. all the spells and everyone shooting at each other with their wands..lols
jheheheh...

hrmmm anyways.. wat to blog about...
today i got myslef a new pair of adidas! hehehe^^ i actually wanted to get a pair of nikes..sigh but then i cudnt find any nice ones.. the ones with the green tick were like.. unko.. i dont kknow how to explain but it suked and so i had to resort to adidas.. not that i dont like the brand! i do lols but the current pair i hav is alredi adidas lols.. and i like nike! i reli doo hahaha and i onli got nike clothes =( i never had a pair of nikes before sigh... hahaha

hmmm anyways im leavin china soon.. back home to perth to study..sigh..
i dont know how im feeeling about going back.. =/ hrmms sigh.. im a bit scared.. i gues.. coz mainly i gta face the music.. music being roger.. sigh =/ *eeeks*

he volunteered to pick me up from the airport too sigh and sed he going to take me to dinner wtih his friends or sumtnk..siiigh. id ont know wat that woman is thinkn !! sigh..
bois shud learn to read between the lines.. they are soo stoopid sometimes it frustrates me lol

sigh anwyays i wont complain now..i reli cbb..im going to try on my new top that i bought today LOL bahahahah...
btw anyone reading this ...

METROS SATURDAY NIGHT! bajhahahahahahah..woot wooot

- dreamer

omg i got hooked lols..
in two days..i finished the whole one tree hill season 4 =/ zz sigh
its addictive.. stoopid series lols.. and one tree hill isnt too great either .. all that high school drama shit lol..omg.. sigh

sigh im soo tired right nOW.. had to wake up soo early and juz got bak sigh.. im an alien.. oOoh raar.. zzz no comment..

oki sry im wayy too blur..i dont know why i even botherd to try to blog lol...*zZzz*

write more laters~!!

- dreamer (v v v v blur!)

today is the day! lol time to see whether i passed or failed itf! lol =/
this morning i chekd it ..lol my heart was like not pumping right too hahaha it felt weirdo ..lols.. i was scared shitless when the page loaded too lols sigh..
i ...
got ..owned in itf lol sobs hahaha..
but.. luckily for me..scaling!! =P i PASSED hahah WOOOT.. by... u ready for it? lol..
1%.

BAHAHAHAH omg I SUK sigh.. i actually didnt mind resitting that exam coz i know that i wud do alot better! sigh..i made alot of careless mistakes i tell u sigh.. bleh anyways..its over..and i passed so its all good =D hehehe woot woot

lalala..

anyways.. wat to blog about now.. =/

iv read two more books while iv been overseas :) hehehe.. ummms.. some book that my cousin was meant to read coz her bf wanted her to hahah but she didnt want to and thought that it was boring lols =/ yeah so i read it for her hahah..its called adrian mole: the wilderness years. lol.. it was ..intersting i guess lol.. funny at timess.. a bit weirdo rofls.. english humor? lols =X

mmhm.. wat else.. im halfway thru two books atm actually lols..=X hahaha
bridget jones (the first one) and mitch alboms, for one last day lols.. im nearli done with mitch alboms one.. hmm id ont think its as good as the other two books of his that iv read X_x lols.. its the same kinda story though..about life and death =)

hmmm yes oki well this blog took me like 2 hours to write lol coz i havnt really been online lols hahaha

mmm blog more later if i cbb^^

- dreamer

hey hey! its holidays lol
mm havnt written here in a while lols..sigh.. been around and about =)
right now im in china, beijing and its HOT HOT HOT here =/ lols..but its good too coz i got my tan back hahaha..but actually, i think the tan came bak in singapore... before i got here hahah =)

i was in singapore for 10 days..=) shop shop eat eat lols..the great singapore sale man oomggg lols.. hahah shopped quite a bit lol and ate quite a LOT lols hahaha =X soo fatty of me lols =/

mmm singaporeans are crazy i tell u.. they introduced a thing.. "late night shopping" .. when i first saw the ad for that i was thinkn..wat the hel! LOl coz omg..singapore shops alredi close late! at like..9.30-10pm every night lol how much later do u want it to be? hahah.. MIDNIGHT?...oh okay! lol O_o

hahahaha its late night shopping the last friday of every month lol.. some shops are open til midnight lols.. or past midnight LOl..i was ther on the last fri of june lol and at 12.10am i was still sitting at charles and keith LOl hahahaha..

omg..they are crazy i tell u.lols.. but its fun haha there wer soo many people it ell u..omgosh.. superly packed hahaha.. the sale a few hours past the normal hours arne that great either..lols
i think singaporeans jus like the thought of something new lol.. this is new..hahah midnight shopping..lols...its INSANE lols =X

heheh sigh..

lala.. well now im in china..nothing interesting happening here.. the shopping is a hassle..=/ alwasie have to bargain..and the people here are like..omg..shuttup pls lol haha =X oops.. i mean like.. when u bargain..it gets scary..they scold u sometimes..=/ and ur like..wat thheee lols..
agro i tell u O_o... jhahaha no comment..=/

lalal..

anyways.. i dont know wat else to type anymore..
i shall blog more later in the week...=/

enjoi ur hols ppls^^

- dreamer (lalala)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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