well well, i just made a new blog for my travels but like i sed in the post for that blog.. blogger is fkn me over as usual and wont let me upload a new template for it yet so its ..boring atm lols..

hmm yes, anyways.. whats been happening!?

well, today be rogers birthday! hmm i think im doing good lols.. i wasnt here online last night waiting for midnight to happen so that i could wish him a happy 21st..!!
instead i was out bowling and when i got home i jus sat in front of the tv and wtched movies....LOls hahahahaha

and this morninig i didnt purposly wake up earli or borrow my dads mobile to msg him a happy bday... infact i havnt even talkd to him all day yet..-_- lol sigh...
hmmm

am i happy? lols.. well, yes and no.. i reli hope that he does hav a good time! =) coz he deserves it..its his bday! everyone deserves to be happy and hav fun on their birthday ! =) hehehe..

hmmm its kinda sad tho..that i couldnt be there.. as his girlfriend i mean.. hmmm.. wer over now tho .. the hurts not that bad nemore so thats good.. =) hmm but u know, theres still that hope.. and wishing that maybe he will realise that he fkd up and wnts me back lols. hahahaha *hoping* but.. even if that doesnt happen..im sure iwl do fine!

i alredi know..that i can live witout him.. i told him this myself..but the thing is.. id rather not.. coz i wna live with him! its nice ..me adn him..were prefect bak in the days..and its sad to think that after three years.. he can jus throw it away and forget that it ever happend.. hmm that part sucks big time!!

and the thought that we gta start new again.. find a new person to be with and then start the whole gettin to know u thing.. and being comfortable with that person..and building another huge long relationship with them.. zz that part sucks too hahaha...
i sumtimes think that its a waste to end our relationship coz firstly its been soo long..and secondly all the above.. the whole gettin to know someone new.. etc etc..
hmm.. sigh

o wels, i wont talk about him nemore..=)

hmmm what to talk about..

well...... im in china atm. its fkn cold ! lols.. and im bored shitless lols.. my brother has gone out..my moms out.. my dads working.. and im sittin online.. how sad! and worse thing.. nowun is online talkin to me lols.. sucks big time! hahaha sigh

oh col says hi..-_-

cols a fag =) hehhehehehe

hmmm i shall post another one soon i gta go prep some food for dinner before mother comes back or else iwl get my ass butchered!!! not choppped but BUTCHERED !! zzz lolx

bbs!!
- dreamer

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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