Man they are all the same. No matter what they say. Don’t believe them!
Sigh. On Sunday I found out that the guy I had been seeing for so long now asked some other girl a week ago to be his girlfriend. I was just shocked! I didn’t know what to feel at the time. My heart was just racing and I really don’t know. I wanted to punch something. I wanted to cry. Most of all… I was so fucking angry! Sigh. But in the same time I was relieved and I knew that it was going to happen but this bad? A girlfriend?

After all those conversations we had about how he liked me and he missed me and that I would be his perfect girlfriend, but he can’t commit to me coz of his ex. So man I even pitied him and I made him feel better about himself, telling him how he is a good guy and if it weren’t for the drug any girl would line up to have a shot with him. I can’t believe I was stupid enough to fall for that crap!

Ok well you people reading should know that I kind of stayed strong yea? Lols. I mean I knew he was bad from the beginning, that’s why I always kept my distance and never let myself really fall or like him coz I knew in the end he would break my heart! And guess what… that is exactly what happened!

He is dodgy! And he did cheat on me but lucky he didn’t break my heart coz I never gave it to him to break it  Sigh! Anyways, its definitely fate that me and the girl met. I actually met her a few months earlier at metros and we’ve taken photos with each other, and on Sunday arvo I was looking at my friends facebook wall and saw her so I thought I’d add her. And so we started talking and man it all came out and we were both so shocked it was hard to believe this shit was happening to us.

Anyways, we talked and we both dumped his sorry ass! And I thought that it would be over by now. Obviously we both found out and we both left him coz he is a liar and a cheater! And so basically we both told him to get fucked! So you would think its over. You know this guy, man he didn’t even bother calling either of us. He was too pussy too! He’s such a coward and thinks that he is all hot shit and can get away with anything he wants! But man, he is so wrong!

The next day I got a msg from him telling me that he’s sorry and it didn’t mean to end up like this and it’s not what it sounds like etc etc. all bull shit! Well I wasn’t going to buy his crap so I told it to him straight again that guys like him are just fucking dickheads and are fail! So fuck him and fuck off coz I don’t want to hear from him ever again! Guys who cheat are just a big waste of space and don’t deserve anything good to come to them!

So I guess anger arose coz he just got denied by two girls in one day! Lol. He would have never guessed that me and her would ever know each other and this shit would ever ever come out! Haha he is wrong! Karma fucking came back and kicked him in the ass hard! And man I hope its not over for him yet! Karma will get him back a second time and this time even harder!!

So from being all apologetic his tone and attitude towards me changed and he started the abuse and the swearing and now today we got to a whole other level… THREATS! I mean seriously! What guy threatens a girl! He tried to convince the other girl that it was all my fault and that I was just some crazy obsessed chick who was trying to break them apart so I was telling her lies and making her hate him. But honestly and Kris if u ever get to read this… we aint fucking stupid! U fucked up so bad and it’s your fault that everything happened! Man cheaters… liars… fucking watch your back coz it will come back to get you!

Anyways, threats! Another low! Fuck first he tries to blame everything on me and turn us against each other! Gosh you should see the smses and emails that he been sending to us! The amount of crap that he can pull out of his ass… man! He is so full of it! I’ve never met such a serial liar! He wont admit that he was wrong! He wont admit that he fucked up but he is pissed coz he lost two girls in one go and so he wants to push the blame on someone else! He can’t hack loosing that fag!

Sigh! So he msged me threatening me and telling her that he was going to get back at me! And I have been ignoring all his bullshit talk and sms all day so I wasn’t pushing him to do this to me! Man. If I remember correctly the last message before all the threats was nice-ish! Well the nicest I can be in this situation! I was telling him how im over it and to get over it and let it go. It was his fault and just own up or else none of us will ever forgive him (and its not like we will anyway) and he should stop cheating because I know that he’s better than that!

Gosh, why am I so nice to him still even after all this crap he put me through! All the money iv wasted on him smsing him arguing to him and telling him off for dogging me out! So after one of the threats and all the shit he was saying about me… I msged back telling him to get over it coz I am so over it and I don’t want anything to do with him anymore and that if he ever threatens me or msgs me again I will go to the cops about it! Bleh!!

I mean seriously, I’m not provoking shit! If someone was saying shit to you, made up, stupid bullshit, shit! Lol man I wouldn’t stand up for it and listen to their crap! Fuck that shit! You’re not allowed to talk shit about me or treat me like crap when I didn’t do anything at all to deserve all this abuse! So fuck you and get lost coz I don’t have time to waste on that crap!

Sigh. So after my warning I thought that it would scare him off! But no. that self loving ego centered prick msged me back and threatened me again! WTF! He has some nerve! He just thinks he hot shit and he cant kick my ass and scare the crap out of me and that I wont actually go to the cops and fuck him up if I have to! So I thought, fine bitch! Wana play like this. Iwl fuck you up! And so I went to the cops and after that I msgd his cousin to get him to tell Kris that I did what I did!

Honestly, if he has got even a little part of a brain in that thick head of his… he would know not to fuck with me ever again! Like ever! Coz I can do him so much damage he going to regret fucking with me! Man. Sorry there is soo much hate in me for him at the moment! I just never ever thought in a billion years that something so dramatic and crazy could ever happen to me! And it sucks yea but man its such a waste of my time!! Arghh! Bleh bleh bleh!

Anyways there is more but im so tired now of thinking about him and typing his name and this story out over and over again so I am going to sleep! Iv wasted enough time on this fag!


- dreamer (So over it!)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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