lol* was watching this ep just then and this song is jus clever :) haha made me smile so i came back online to find the lyrics to post it up here to spread the love hehehe -------------------------------------------------------------------

Lives are like retractable pencils
If you push them too hard they're gonna break
And people are like paper dolls
Paper dolls and people, they're a similar shape
Hmm hmm hm
Love is like a roll of tape
It's real good for making two things one
But just like that roll of tape
Love sometimes breaks off before you were done
Another way that love is similar to tape
That I've noticed
Is sometimes it's hard to see the end
You search on the roll
(search on the roll)
Search on the roll
(searching round the roll)
Search on the roll
(search)
With your fingernail
Again and again
And again and again
And again.
Brown paper, white paper
Stick it together with the tape
The tape of love
The sticky stuff
Brown paper, white paper
Stick it together with tape
The tape of love
The sticky stuff.
People people Chorus: Brown paper, white paper
Paper paper Stick it together with tape
Paper paper The tape of love
People people
People people
Pencil pencil
Pencil pencil
Paper paper
Put the pencil to the paper
Give the paper to the people
Let the people read about the sello tape
Oh baby baby
Yeah

i thought this would be an event that i must blog since i dont blog too much now adays..

umm, on the 23rd may, i got on a plane and flew to adelaide. lol
yeah, who would ever think that i would end up flying there for a weekend? haha =/ sigh.

anyways, it was only a short trip, two nights and 3 days. got back midnight monday..both plane trips up and down failed pretty damn hard. haha. specially the one back actually -_- the guys in front were just argh. i wanted to punch em in the back of the head lol =X ehehe..

anyways... adelaide...

its not too bad. it is a hole. and i kinda felt like i was in the country towns when i was there.. eveyrthing was just so wide and spread out. lol. but it is pretty..
like the beach.. glenelg.. that was really pretty - sucks i didntn have enough time to check out the place for longer. would have been nice and i would have taken more photos. :)

umm, yeah the weather was aiite.. hmm, the clubs.. well the one i went to failed me hard. haha but yeah im sure it cant be too bad? iwl hav to go back one more time and check out the bigger clubs :) but this time bring my perth crew along so i wont be soo bored. lol. (cof.adeholians cant dance.cof) hahahahahha. i saw a bitch fight there at the club too. lol.. hmm, eventful.

we also went to barossa valley on sunday. checked out the wineries and stuff :) i have to say, the wines are pretty damn good over there. its very consistent compared to margs. everything tasted pretty decent. :)

i have to say, the bestest thing about adelaide is.. their foood! o m g! their food is seriously epic. haahaha. ok, no, i over exhadurated. lol but it is really goood! sigh. i love the food. from what i tried. it was lke 90% awesome! hahah.

sigh, what else.. hmm oh yes, the boy lol. well, the boy is.. good. :) cept the whole matter is still.. weird. haha., as in, duno where its going.. but.. in the moment, we are good. we are always pretty good when we are together... but we arent.. so that fails hahaha..

ah wells i cbfd gettin into the specfics. its.. complicated is all i can say.

anyhooos, lemi find a pic. see if there is anything decent to post onto this blog :)

- dreamer

hahah ok nah i cbfd attatching..will take too long. lol
i also just rmbered that we went to watch the footy game too: crows v the blues.
carlton got their arse handed to them! spesh in the first half.. they were down by like 50! it was shameful lol. but yeah, was ok. goodtimes :) havnt watched an afl game live in ages :)

well, that be it from me for a while. gta start studying. exams are around the corner :(

here is your pre-warning: its is 6am in the morning so im sorry if this blog does not make much sense at all haha..

anyways, hi all. its been a while. and today i would like to talk to you about John Mayer. lol, yes John Mayer the singer who sang those popular songs such as "your body is wonderland" and "clarity". haha.

well, what sparked this topic?

its all began last night...

haha. being a few hours ago :S

anyways, i spent all of last night at uni. studying... lol and maybe some chitter chatting. haha. anyways, you knw when it gets to that time of the night../morning really.. at about 3am when everything switches off and your thoughts start drifting.. lol, these are the times when dnms are unleashed....

so we started talking, two of my mates and me.. we talk about life, relationships, future, ...and so im nt going to go into everything because it was a full 2 hours of it... =/ hahah anyways...

john mayer comes up in the relationship section of our convosaton. hrmm, as some of u know.. or maybe iv told everyone who reads my blog =/ lol. i hav found this guy and we get alng really wel... mainly because he is just like me =/ we are alike..too too alike! which... is probably.. well is not a good thing..but we will go into that another time.. lol

anyways JOHN MAYER.. lately nelly has been listening to him heaps..so its been gettin to me and iv started listening to him again heaps.. and so nellys been introing all these songs which i have never heard before.. and so iv been downloading all this random john mayer songs....

haha and so we wer talking about my relationship, how he isnt relaly future husband material, but for now..he will do.. haha as in right now, in the moment, we like each other..so why ruin it? is all good now :) we are all happy... sometimes future is just depressing to think about yea?

anyways, john mayer.. city of love.. is now my song. haha because its about two people who are infatuated with each other, in the moment, but usually and for future.. this isnt meant to be..and shouldnt be.., so really this relationship is all fun, and living in the moment kinda stuff.. :)

so that be the definition of my current status.. lol

and then my frend told me of another song, called... umm. somethink about rain and city? i duno.. cant rmber.. haha but its about.. a couple who are together and life is just tough atm and so they are both leaning on each other really to get through tough times..

which once again, kinda semi defines my situation again.. hmm, there are things going on that are not the best and so.. the one thing that brightens his day is me.. so.. i am more than willing to be his shoulder to lean on :)

so then i said.. yes ok. i know this. this whole relationship isnt really gettin anywhere.. really, its all based in the moment.. and future is scary to think about, thus we are avoiding it.. not totally but.. for now.. is all good, we are happy.. so.. lets just stick to what we are doing right now. let just wing it.. :)

but then i ask.. sigh. ok, i know everything i just said/wrote is faill haha.. so john mayer.. tell me what to do..sing me a song that will tell me what to do when the fun is all over and it gets serious..when it becomes a step more than fun.. the point where people start gettin hurt, and emotions get in the way....

song choice: slow dancing in a burning room

hahaha, john mayer really has it all lol...

oh wait.. forgot, gravity! lol. this song kinda fits in between just before slow dancing.. hehe.. its about a couple again who is good in the moment, however, they know that taking one more step, that last step to .. love and full emotions, may screw everything up.. things will be hurt and things will fall. sigh. so thus, a song wishing that things will just stay the same, not having to think about the future soo much and just to live inthe moment so no worries and all happydayze.. haha

so now we get to slow dancing in a burning room...

this song is about.. ending a relationship. john sings about how it was all fun and games but then now its coming to an end and we both know it.. wev tried but its failing.. in reality we knw its not going to work and we have to part our ways... its time to leave.. we are slow dancing in a burning room...
an ending that we already knew was coming.. but one that we have avoided because it was just easier.. and at that time, in the moment.. it was fun.... but now.. reality has struck..its time to wake up.. and face the truth...... its time to end... lol


sigh, depressing huh. lol.. but yeah, that is what i have to get to i guess.. sigh but how to actually tell him that?? should keep making him lisetn to the song haha maybe it will get to his subconscious and he will one day wake up and be like omg ..we are slow dancing in a burning room! hahaha.. sigh sigh sigh....

so yes, now john mayer has described my current relationship live/status hahaha.. wooot. that was the whole objective of this blog lol .. hahahah =X sigh...

ahh sigh, then i listened to another song because john mayer made me depressed lol.. note; the first time i heard this song, slow dancing in a burning room, was when me adn my ex broke up.. he made me listen to this song to let me understand how he felt.. lOLL! sigh maybe i should do it to this guy..

anyways yes the song be.. another you - cascada :) heheh once again another song which helpd me recover from my ex hahah. sigh

ooh and now im lisetning to kelly clarksons - already gone.. and its the same as slow dancing in aburning room

"Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye"


hahaha damn all these emo songs.. maybe i shud make a mix tape and send it to him...... LOL sigh.. ok no haha i dont want to end it yet.. like the second song "covered in rain" (yes that is the song) lawl.. hahah bad times..must stick together.. its nice to always have a shoulder to lean on, someone to spoon, on them days wher u just feel down, depressed adn alone.... so im here :)


ahhahaha ok what a great blog!!

goodmornings to u all and i think its time for me to go home haha :P

- dreamer (john mayer is awesome)

i just watched that love story called the lakehouse with sandra bullock and keanu reeves.. :) and its really sweeeet! haha. sigh.

it made me smile. and now im in a weird emo mood. lol. the movie has made me semi hopeful about love again and happy endings haha. sigh.

after my ex.. i duno, everything changed.. my whole perspective on love and being happy and guys... lol i learnt from my mistakes... i realised that waiting.. is..just wasting your time.. sigh, well at least i havnt found anything worth waiting for yet. lol. sad yes.. haha i also started living with the theory of life is short.. and just to enjoy life as much as possible.. no one person should ever tie you down. its not worth it. once again its a waste of time.. sigh..

now its been nearly one and a half years of being single. yes iv had a few guys along the way.. met them, dated them etc. but.. no one has matched up to my ex yet. sigh. and now its been soo long.. during this time of me being single, living life on the edge, partying every weekend and enjoying single life to the fullest,.. my ex has had two girlfriends! lawl. what does that say?! sigh...

i duno, btw. i would like to add that im over him. hes a sweet guy he is. and he will always have a part of me that still cares and loves him. but its different nw. i duno, im happy that hes happy. hehe. dispite my semi dislike for his new gf. =/ hmm, that is a long story that i shall nt discuss here.. haha but um, yeah.. me and him have a really nice.. some might find weird..relationship :) and im happy! hehe. we can spend time together without too much crazy emotions that we once had for each other...its good :) its an understanding..and its one crazy friendship :)

i dont think i can get him out of my life completely. he would be the one guy ..person..really who knws me inside out and back to front! no other person in this whle world knows me as well as he does :) hehehe. sigh. anyways, i saw him the other day..and i realised..that imissed all this.. sigh. its been such a long time being single, all that partying..all the alcohol and boys.. its all.. soo old now. sigh...

its time to move on? to settle down?! sigh.. but then.comes the next problem....who? hahah.. who who who!?

anyways, this lakehouse movie..made me.. sigh! hahah. its such a sweet mvie.. based on ..fate :) and destiny... two worlds apart and they still end up meeeting up and falling in love!! hehe. that is sweet :) sigh.

and ok, yes i know its all just a movie. hhaha but it just.. gave me hope again.. hopethat.. maybe one day.. i wil find that guy. and one day he will find me :) coz in every lifetime ther is at least one person out ther for everyone.. one perfect person :) that will fit perfectly with you. for the rest of your life :)

sigh,

yes during this time i been thinkn about my new boy too.. lol. sigh, honestly i think im starting to really like him.. and some would say that is goood.. but.. lol. he lives so far away. i dont know what to do about him.. sigh
iduno if i told u in the previous post, but he is the first guy since my ex who has made me feel like this :) the first guy i hav let my guard down..and let myself actually feel something serious.. sigh...

ever since my ex, my guard has been up like crazy high! haha. due to the fact that my heart was broken. bad. sigh. and learning from mistakes? sigh.. never let a guy get close to me again.. but this boy..he gets to me.. he makes me smile.. and i miss him sigh. lol. i duno wat to do.. maybe its the company i miss? haha. bleh see ther i go again haha making up excuses.. so now i duno what is real anymore.. lol =/

im confused.

sigh, i dont know the point to this blog really haha. i jsut thought that id ramble on and on like i always do ..about boys! hahah sigh.

i guess i just wish that love and life will be kind..and my prince will come soon to sweep me off my feet! heheh :D

oh yea, thing about this movie is.. sigh makes u realise.. well.. not realise..but... life is so unpredictible?!.. he/she could be standing right in front of you all this time.. you may hav crossed paths sometime in your life.. and you would hav never ever thought it to be him/her.. sigh...

haha ok sry im becoming delusional. sigh. love stories/movies make me weird hahaha. make me wishful and hpeful again.. sigh...

oh btw, he told me that he is very hopeful and wishes that he could b here so he would be my bf. :) lol. sigh. i duno what is goin to happen.. i cant do long distance and he says hes going to come to perth to live/work.. but.. that is end of the year.. and he might not even get a job here.. n dude i duno.. my mind is a mess.. damn this stupid movie lol sigh.. hahahaha

makes me think stupid things.

i dont know what i want in the future..but i think right now.. iwant him. lol but.. it sucks life does..how you can never get what u want.. sigh
i just wish he was here.? lol

- dreamer (missing you)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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