sigh i really fukd things up this time..sigh..
ger came online just then sigh and then i chukd a bitch at him sigh coz.. he sed some shit like.. no net = no roger.. sigh which is totally bs..and not him coz.. he was the one who used to be like.. err dont go online..coz i used to be on all the time! zz sigh and he got angry when i wanted to use the net or socialized "too much" sighh bleh and now hes changed soo much.. he been going out soo much and made new friends sighs and now he online soo much nows sobs.. and it just not him..and sorry if i miss him too much blehh sigh im dying and i want him bakk arggh! its not as easy as i thought it would be.. not like i thought it be easy..sigh but like.. after the past two months i told myself that i finally gota do it and like clear shit up.... zzz but like sighh i duno..i lost it just then.. i know it probably the wrong thing to do and my chances now to get him bak is like.. shit all prob? sighhh blehh i know i should say sorry sigh ..i will.. sooon =/ sometime ..lol sighs.. i duno...zzz

arghhhhhhhhh im dying here =( iv reali never felt like any of this before.. for anyone sigh.. and now this guy is gone...sobs.. arghhhhhh im dying really bad...zzz =( *tears*
i gues i can only hope.. sigh

if only huh? sigh fuk hollywood man..it is all bs and fairytales that never come true in real life sighs ..sobs.. fkn gets u thinkn and get ur hopes up that miricals could actually happen sigh..but ir really doesnt..at all =( sighh

blehh i should stop complaining..zzz nowun cares anyway..sobs... sigh

sigh sigh sigh bleh bleh bleh...

i shall blog more later ...sobx!!

- broken heart

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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