well, since i cant use the net at night anymore..sobs.. coz if u know me, u know my current..very sad situation sigh..no msn past like 12 or something sigh soo sad hahahah =(
so this be something i wrote down last night in bed.. which i planned to write here to u all lols =/ haha

zzz..

anyways, for some reason last night i couldnt sleep at all.. i literally spent 3 hours trying to sleep.. just tossing and turning in my bed all night sighs.. i duno whuy.. zzz sighs.. it wasnt like hot or cold or anything.. the temperature was okkki dokii lols but i duno? before i got to bed i was feeling a bit drowzy..so tahts goood! lols i thought that i could just ko straight away.. but then after a while i couldnt get to sleep so i turned on my side lamp and started to do my "egypt" project.

Its a little journal/file thing that i creating for my family holiday in egypt this year. last year i made another one, but in a notebook, about my holiday in europe! =) kinda like a scrapbook..but this years one is more like a file.. hrmmm i dont reli like it very much lol.. last years one was much nicer sigh.. this one isnt very..personalised? coz i ended up typing stuff out and just sticking things in a file lol =/ zzz last years i actually got alot of magazine clippings and tour guide books and stuff and put together many random pictures and maps and stuff ^^ hehehe and i did all the writing by hand..sighhh

anyways, i did the egypt thing for a little while and the light by my side made my eye go a bit more tired so i thoguht .. ok i better sleep now since in the morning i had to be up by 8am latest.. coz today we went to some furniture thing =/ i duno zzz..boring! lol hahahah

lala..yah so i tried to sleep again..sigh.. but after lying in my bed for about 10 mins or so i realised that this too wasnt working lols..and so i put my music on and listend to my mp3... hmm i listened to music for hmm nearly 2 hours LOL! =X zzzz but then STILL couldnt sleep! raaaar

so then i turned the lamp back on again rofls and then started reading my next book on my list of 10! raar lol hahahah deception point - dan brown!.. i shall talk about it later lah in another blog.. anyways.. i think i read for abotu nearly an hour..til it was a bit past 3.. zz then i tried to sleep again ahahahha =/ siighhh soo retarded... it was reli blehhh last night sighhhh

havnt got enough sleeep sighhh coz i woke up at about 7am this mornign too coz of my brothers alarm for school..! sighhh every weekday i wake up at least twice lol =/ zzz how fun huh? hahah

sighh last night was retarded.. i couldnt stop thinkn about ..random stuff and my ger..sigh i miss him =( it suks anal balls lol =X zzz i wonder how things will be like when i get back..sighs..
i been thinkn about it alot.. it gona be very weird and differnt =/ lols coz.. and this is just reminicing okkkkk, dont nagg at me =/ raaar, if u dont like it then i suggest u go click the "x" on the top right hand corner of your screeen! lols sighs.. and if i dont make sense, too BaD XP hahaha
sighh it be very interesting and different being single this year..coz i havnt been single in two years.. (well nearly two years- our "two year" anniversary is in hmmm 5 days from today) sighhh.. aiyah, anyways.. im so used to being with him.. we practically lived togetehr and like.. did everything together like a "married retarded couple" lols =X hahahah retarded coz.. i am retarded and he is too >____<" zzz lols.. no comment..

sigh but yeah.. we went grocery shopping toghther, went to and from uni together.. had dinners together sighh omgosh it suks soo bad lol =( hahahaha and then there are the friends.. =/ i duno how to explain it all sighs..but it reli suks lol =/ zzzz

i know some of u might be like.. dw uwl get on and stuff and move on and u might onli miss having someoene and someone else could prob make u feel that special too and blah bleh! lol yesss iv heard it all before..u dont need to remind me! X_x zzz.. im a person who thinks..ALOT lols =X i think things through in my head over and over and over before i do it lol =X trust me on that one! >___< zzz.. sometimes its not good..sigh ok most times it prob not good..lol it makes one indecisive sigh and annoying? rofls =X lol alalla...

yeah, anyways.. i do alot of thinkn.. sigh.. i think about how one thing can lead to another and so on and so forth..and i think about all the options and possibilities before i actually do it..sigh =X hahaha yes, i am retarded..u can see it now huh! =P hahahaha zzzz

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bleh

anyways... i think i shall stop writting shit here now.. and post it.. i will post another blog right after this one..and after my coffeee =P hahahaha ^^ *zzZzzz*

hopefully tongiht i can sleeep....sighhh
im soo tired!!!!

- dreamer

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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