heys!

wells, last night was my dads company annual spring festival dinner thing! hahah =/ it was very ...hmm rofl wel it wasnt that good as the past years..=/ quite the boring this year lol =Z hahaha hmmm anyways we all got dressed up and yeah.. ^^ lols

theres nothing much to reali talk about it..hahah >__< like i said it wasnt that great..so nothing eventful happend that night =X hahaha sighs.. i was so bored i used msn on my dads fone for like 10 mins hahahahah X_X


hmm anyways.. what to talk about today..sighs..


hmmm would u like to hear about my stoopid boi troubles? lol sighs..=( zzz i know u dont but who cares..hahah sighs.. wells.. whats happening now is.. he isnt talkn to me? i duno..i think this time he might hav actualy blocked me or sumtink! lol =/ sighs..

we had a fight...hmm "fight" it was reli retarded and stoopid..sighs..i duno.. sometimes it feels like he does miss me..but he keeping himself from feeling anything lol =X sigh but i dont want to think anything or else iwl be fukd hahaha sigh.. and then wait ..but be waiting for nothing yea! lol..sigh dont worry about me..sigh seriously, i think things out like crazy sighs.. so i knwo all the consiquences and shit with everything i do sighs..but yeah sometimes..eventho i kno all this.. rofls i still make the stoopid mistake sighs coz..afterall imma girl man hahaha =/ zzzz

yes i know i juz gave shit to all the gals hahah =X ooops sorry sighs.. hwo about..im me =( and right now..im head overheels with this guyyy sighhhh

*have u ever - brandy* LOl


hmmm.... yeah so i duno..havnt talkd to him in a few days sighs.. like wen i go on he suddenly goes off =( sigh so i duno wat the fuk that is about sighs =( but yeah i hope that we be ok..and still be friends =( sigh..coz yeah..honestly, i also dont know how long we can be friends for..sighs coz like..me and him..wev never rlei been friends! =/

like we met thru a friend and juz talkd on the net alot lols..but we onli met twice before we actually went out =X hahah ok that might sound dodgy sigh but he is the most not dodgy guy ever ahaha =) sighhs.. yeah so the third time we met we started going out haha =) sighs.. but yea we talkd on the net for like 4 months or more? yeah sighhh =( i miss him still >_<
u dont just get over someone after being with them for like 2 years sighhh that easily =(..

yeah anyways., like i said, i duno how to be friends wit him..iv been trying and all sigh but i think in the end..it wont work very well coz his firneds..iv met them all and they are all..smart and like..they all not like me? =X me and roger are like..each others opposites =( which was good for us..we were like everything we wernt...=/ ok that didnt make sense hahah sigh....

he was everything im not..and im everything he is not! lol =/ we do hav things in common..like our music is kinda similar.. we both like the same music i gues.. umm.. clothes hahaha =X no comment =) hmm.. we both are pretty lazy..as in like to sleep heheh sighs.. mmmm i duno.. sighhhs...


it suksssssssssssss


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sigh anyways i hope he will talk to me soon..=/ sighs.. i dont know what to do anymore.. hopefully going bak home wont be as hard as i imagine =( zzz *fingers crosssed*
or even better, hopefully my shooting star will make my wish come true..sighs or maybe it was there for a differnt purpose =/ sighs hahah..zzz

the night ..the last night i saw him.. before i left, after we broke up sighs.. i saw a shooting star =) while i was hugging him..sighs.. and i made my wish..>_< sighs.. i duno.. maybe it was a star to m ake it come true or maybe.. i duno for someting else? new start? zz i duno.. maybe.. telling me that my wish did come true..sighs and im just being stubborn sighs..

coz ..sigh i rember wishing on a star one night..ths was like..aGES ago sighhh..months and months ago sighs..i think me and roger juz got in a fight or sometings and we were very rocky =( sigh so i wished upon that star to show me whats realli going on? hmm if me and roger were reli meant for each other sigh and to tell me before the end of the year =/ sighs and look what happend =X zzz...

but then maybe.. u know how they say.. let the one u love go and if they come bak their urs..sighs. hmm id uno fuk i think too much ahahah sigh.... =(


2o07 = serene gone crazy

lol.. i thnk alot of ppl can agree on that one sigh...


- dreamer

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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