well, tomro be the lovely valentines day! sighs.. bleh its a nice day when u have someone to spend it with sighs but.. when u dont its just so depressing! sighs..

so then whuy did they even invent this dayy!? people...couples..can celebrate their "love" and relationship on their anniversaries.. u can have one every month ffs lol sighs..

valentines day is sweet yes..but sighs.. it suks when u just break up with someone lol =( hahaha so obviously this blog gona be sad and depressing lol =x hahaha if u love valentines day soo much i suggest u dont read sighs hahaha >___<"

hmms.... ok i wont go all emo on u all sighs.. just that valentines day is unfair for all the people who dont have anyone to share this special day with! sighs.. iv never had a valentine til i met my ger.. and i had two valentines with him =) sighs..it was the best ever! myfirst valentine! lols =) sighs..and it was perfect.. the past two years we'v had a bit of tradition going on too.. we alwasie double dated lol..with two of our other friends kalvin and shayy! =) hrmm ..
i think this be because kalvin was the one who actually introed me and roger ^^ and thus making it ..me and roger *smiles* lols

aiyah, anyways.. the first valentines day together, we all went to the revolving restaurant =) and the bois bought us a bunch of roses each ^^ hehe *wow is all i can say* lols XP the roses the restaurant..everything! it was just...wow sighh..

the second year, last year, we went to a thai restaurant in northbridge! hehe that was a funny experience coz roger and kal couldnt take the hotness hahaa and in the end it was onli me and shay eating most of the food lols =P hahaha..sighs..

sighhhs.. this year however, im not even in perth sighs..and kal and shay gona spend their valentines day by themselves finally ! hahahah.. they prob see it as a relief rofls so they can get up to ..who knows wat LOl =P hahaha..sighs...

usually, im bak in perth by now.. coz of tmro! *valentines day* sighs...

last year i rmber i told ger i was gona be bak on val day..but instead i came bak one day earlier.. and then called him when i got home =) but that tool thought i was someone else when i called him LOL! geees hahahah =P i guess he didnt exepect me to be bak home one day earlier =) hehehe..sighhhhs.. *smiles* ^____^ i miss him..sighs..

i wonder how valentiines day will be like for him tmr..? sighs.. i wonder if he misses me?! sighs..


*anytime - brian mcKnight*

"do i ever cross your mind anytime..
do u ever wake up reaching out for me..
do i ever cross your mind anytime..
i miss you..."


sighs.. aiyahh valentines day! usualy i would be ok.. going out with my sbbs buyin roses for each other for fun lols hahah..coz back in the days..we would be single and juz crazy =) hahaha sighs. but then there was roger..sighs and i fell head over heels with him! haha sighs..

aiyah..

hopefully tmro wont be too bad sighs..=/ and i can sleep tonight lol =X haha sighs.. i actually wrote him a poem ..i made it a while ago..=/ and was planning on sending it to him tmro for valentines day..lol sighs..bt then yeah..i dont know if i should..coz i dont want to ruin anythng or make him think anything..bleh lols..its very hard to explain! zzz.. trust me..u dont want me to explain hahah..it makes no sense watsoever! lols =) hahaha..im saving u ok trust me on that! =)

sighs..but yes.... i duno... arghhhhh

im so scares about going home this year..sighs usually..i would leav as fast as possible to be with my ger again =) coz i miss him soo much.being away from him for like two months! arrrghh lols.. sighs.. but this year.. i dont know.. a part of me cant wait to get home coz i can see him again and be close to him sighs..but then im scared too coz..i dont know wahts gona happen? what do i say to him? how do i act around him? arghh i dont know if i can control myself from crying coz i miss him soo much lol sighs =( it suksss!!!

theres a few things that iv thought about..like the possible scenarioes that could happen lol =X sighs hahaha sighs... hrmms.. obviously iv thought about the best that could happen loL! hahah..and that makes me smile like crazy lols hahah..and it woul dbe my dream come truee! sighs.. yeah but i dont want to think about the good thngs first and onli coz..it might not happen lol =x haha sighs so i dont want to get my hopes up or anything! sighs =X blehh..

so iv thought about all the negatives! and how everythng could go wrong? hahaha >__< well.. kinda.. not reli go wrong..but i duno how to explain sighs! zzz im fukd taht all hahah.. it suks coz i cant sleep at night ! =( i cant stop thinkn about him! sighs..

i mean, its been two years..and my whole life has been based around him! everything i do is to do with him! >_< rofls ="/">_<>i do love him! and i want to be with him! sighs!!

love suks man! hahaha and it hurts sighhhh...

i guess all i can do now is wait for another week..then i finally see him again ! rofls sighs..arghhh then we shall see what happens next sighs X_x *eeeeK*

anyways..happy valentines day to allof u out ther for tmr..sighs...
i think the biggest lesson iv learnt from all of this is...


never take the one u love forgranted.. never take anything forgranted.. sighs...
if u really love someone.. dont be stoopid lols..and make sure that they know that u love them every single day sighs.. and make sure u never loose them....


sighs...


" i carry your heart..
i carry it in my heart... "


mmm


- dreamer.. in love still lol sighs..


**have you ever - brandy**

have u ever loved somebody so much it makes u cryy
have u ever needed sometink soo bad u cant sleep at night
have u ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right..
have u ever...

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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