sighh...

its onli been two days since i got bak and im feeeling lonely as ever sighh
today has been the biggest waste of a day everr! and the most boring and lonliest lol sigh =X hahaha ...

i hav a big feeling that this blog is going to be just as depressing as the last blog lol sighhhh =(

aiyahhhh iv done much crying over the past few months.. sighh endless amounts..buckets and buckets fUll lol =X sighh... i know it not a good thing and i want to stop crying .. it hurts soo much waiting for someone..somethihng..that most likely wont ever come bak hahahah siiiiiighhhhhhhhhhh!

*teearrs*

i think i need a reli big cryin session ! lols try and cry it all out so that im all out of tears and then i can be normal agin lol sigh haha but i dont think that is ever going to work too coz .. iv cried soo much LOL but im still crying!!!!!! LOl =(

aghhhhhhhhhhhhh

breakups suckk!!! boi and girls suk!!!!! lol we alls ukkk! =( hahahah sighhhhhs


sighhh iv had many lectures thrown at me the past few months lol sigh.. and yeahh it suks hahaha.. the truth hurts..i reli must let go of him nowww..=( and wait..lol ..

ok no not wait! i cant wait..iv been waiting for soo long alredii.. and u dont wana wait for sometinkn that not gona happen rights? >_< sighhh..so then wat do i do?? =/


argghhh but to me..he is worth the wait.. hes reli all i can see myself with..=( rghhhh its killing me lols hahahaha i know that i mst move on!!!

MOVE ONNNNNNNNN!


sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh BUT HOWWWWWWWWWWWw

arghhhhh =( *tears*

im too stubborn lol =( arghhh sighhhhhh

blehhhh


- dreamer in love with someone i cant havee =(

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

evavas blogger
chicknjas blogger
my photO site hehe
link
link



- feel free to dream with me :)



br>