sigh the past few days hav been a bit weird for me..sigh..wel not weird.. but like..i duno O_o sighs... it been prettyshitty too lol coz of the whole no more roger thing lol sigh =(

mmm well on saturday, being yesterday, it was my friends 21st birthday! =) mm happy bday androoo! lol.. he is actually reli gd friends with roger sighs..>_< and so the sukiness began lol hahah sigh.

mm being someones gf or bf..u become their "extra"! lol sigh it is a good and a bad thing lah.. mmm good because u alwasie invite to the parties coz u are their gf/bf >_< lol sigh .. its good and bad lah.. mm anyways, now that me and roger arent together nemore..im not his extra sigh and so i miss out on all the invites to all the parties.. and especially this year being everyones 21st! sighs hahah how sukyy! lol sigh =(

anyways, that not realy whuy im al sad sigh.. im just sad coz i dont hav him nemore..sigh i wana be his extra..not so i can get invited to all the parties..sigh but because i love him and i wna be his extra sigh =(

sigh anyways, bak to being an extra topic lol...

sigh being an extra there are many benfits...
mmm firstly the best thing about being an extra is .. meaning that u actually have someone! lol and ur someones "extra" sigh.. ur "somebodys someone"! =) hehe sighh and it is the greatest feeling ever sighh =(
bleh anyways, another point about being an extra,
u get to go to the parties lol.. ur invited coz ur their gf/bf =)
and then when u hav to chip in for presents its all good coz yeah =) u got someone to share with all the time ^-^hahaha

sigh..going bak to the example of my friends bday ... mm he is 21 this year.. sigh and me and him still talk even tho yeahh.. but anyways..the thing is..he is 21!! everyone who turns 21 deserves a nice big present for their 21st! lol aha sigh >_< but yeah i cant afford that shit lol and like roger and a few of his friends bought him a suit! a very expensive suit ! >_< and they all went out for lunch togethers =( sigh and i wasnt invited and i cudnt chip in for the present obviously! >_< lol sighh so it al sukky >_< hahahaha aiyahhhhhhhh!

anyways yeahh that what i mean about being an extra sighh..it good and bad.>! gets reli bad when ur not the extra anymore sighh coz u cant chip in and ur not invited ..even if u are still friends with the person sigh.. argh it suks!

and i miss roger soo bad its not funny =( i still dont understand whuy he wont give me another chance sigh >_< his reasons are stoopid and he is stoopid for leaving me! >_< lol sigh the other day ..i was being retarded n i told him that he will realise one day that he made a big mistake leaving me =X LOL hahah sighhhhhhhhh =( >_< arghhhhh i misss him!!! blEHHH

i know that i told myself that i wont think and try and move on!! and i amm! i reli hav been! but ther are days when u just cant help it! and u brek down =( and get sad and miss the person like crazy sighhh like how i hv been for the past two days lol sighhhhh arghh..

i just want to hug him sigh =(
i wana hold his hand again..
i wana kiss him sigh >_<
i just want him to call me hun again...
sighhh it suks *tears*

ilove him =(

- dreamer

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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