sigh i know that im not allowed to be doing this and im just hurting myself sighh.. im going crazy! it reli affecting me..sigh my studies and all..*sobs*

iv been trying for the past two hours to try and study! but arrgh i cant get anything in my head..it just goes out >_< sighh =(..and it suks soo bad! i want to study! i wana do well! sigh but i just cant get him out of my stoopid head! and its driving me crazy! sighhh >_<

this year is soo screwed comapred to last year >_< sighhhhhhhh.. i cant handle it! my life is a huge mess right now sigh >_< i gota look after myself.. gota like study and do well..sigh and i gota deal wit this shit not havn roger as my own nemore..sigh its driving me insane! sigh and i reli cant handle it right nowww >_< arghhhh

sigh im loosing it >_< i need someone to reli snap me out of it and hit me sighh >_< arghhhhhhhhh *tears*

i know that ur life is waht u make it..and so to be happy..its ur own doing and u gota make urself feel good about urself and be happy sigh .. and iv been trying i reli hav! sighh my friend just told me that he thought i was over it coz i seemed alrdight..sigh >_< yes.. "seemed".. zzzzzzzzz

iv been keeping it inside so that i dont go annoy ppl and sigh .. im loosing it >_< big time >_< sighhh.. i know ppl are sick of it.. im sick of myself too sigh >_< and im soo nt fkn happy about anything right nowww sighh =X im a HUGE MESs arghhhhhhh *tears* sighhhh sighhh sighhh >_<

argh someone slap me ! arghh =(

my life suks right now...

super super sukkkkyyyyyy

i wana fly away..sigh

i need to get away >___<

*tears*

- dreamer (missin u)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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