sigh...
tears...


right now im a wreck again..lol sigh i havnt cried in soo long..sigh.
iv been holding it back..trying to be strong.. pretending that im moving on..
but i lost it that day.. the day that i nearli died..
you..the first thing that came to my mind..
the first thing that comes to my mind every morning..
and the last thing that i ever think of...
you..


im soo lost..soo very very lost without u..
sigh.. iv been trying to hold back my tears...
to be strong and try to live my life without you...
but when i get lonley..at night before i sleep...
i think about you....


"for you.. youre all that i need..
for you..i give my soul to keep..
you see me, love mee..
just the way i am..
i said, for u..i am a better man..

i said..u are the reason for evertyhing that i do..
i would be lost..so lost..without you...
id be lost... so lost without you.."


your really all that i could dream for ...
the perfect guy for me....
my sweetheart.. my love..my life...
my whole life revolved around you....
and now your gone...sighh
how do i move on... it was two years...
two great years....sigh my best years of my entire life..
i love u ...soo much...
i cant stop thinkin about you..sighhh
i wish that you were here..holding me tight like u used to..
looking me in the eyes and tellin me that you love me too...


cries...


you mean soo much to me...
and im trying soo hard...sigh...
iv held back the tears...
i wnt you to be happy..sighh...
but without u...
im soo lost..
my life seems meaningless without u...
sigh...
babe....
ilove u...sighhhhhhhh


i know waht u wnt.. want u dont want..sighh
so i wont make the same mistakes again..sigh
i promise..sighhh
so i sit here..waiting...for u..
to want me back...
to love me again..
gives us a second chance..
id wait forever for u...sighhh
forever and ever and a day...


"i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)"


my heart still beats for u..every single day...

i love u rl.


- lost dreamer.. (waiting for u to come back to me..sigh)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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