lol my 5th blog for tonight! hahah..sigh and i promise that this blog will make sense lol compared to the other.. 4 that iv posted today hahah sigh

and this one is sooo special and i felt smart when i thought of this title..lol hahah this blog be titled;

** mona lisa's smile**

hahah sigh.. and we shall begin...(dont laugh..this blog is going to be like no other blog tht iv blogged recently lol..=X it gona be all smart like..sigh something like the title..lol.. i shall try to refrain myself from using the word sigh soo much lol and hopefully i wont ramble on too much about.. mmm my love..lol sighh.. but if i do...i appologise in adavance^^mmm)


**Mona Lisa's Smile** (take 2)

I wonder what Miss Mona Lisa is thinking behind that smile of hers? Is she happy? Is she sad?
I went to Paris in 2005/6 and went to visit this famous smile. She is beautiful and that smile is mysterious!

I never gave it too much thought when I was standing there admiring her smile (the atmosphere was a bit.. not much of a thinking place haha.. there were many people crowding around and alot of noise.. and security guards telling people off for trying to take a picture of her! haha.. sigh not much of a place to think yea?) mmm, mona lisa.. i rmember standing there looking at her.. she was really a work of art. Da Vinci is great lol how did he do it..paint her in that way so that she would always look at u and smile whatever angle you looked at her!? hehe

I wonder what Mona Lisa was thinking when she was sitting there as Da Vinci painted her? Just because of that smile, she became one of the most valuable and famous pieces of art in history!

A smile can be the most deciving attribute of a person. A smile could mean, the obvious reson, happiness and joy, but a smile can also mean sadness and a little white lie. Think about it, the most famous people in the world.. the most well known and richest in the world.. you always see them with a smile on their face.

I am currently reading a book, The Pelican Brief by John Grisham. At the start of the novel there is a part where a well known laywer gets murdered and another member of parliament, and then president, although not a big fan of the well known lawyer, had to give a presentation to the whole nation about the death of these two figures. Ok, this isnt about him smiling lol but the point is, he put on a show. He was even suggested to go to the mans funeral to make the public seem that he cared and is really sad to see the man die. (I am not making the president seem cold hearted lol.. but yeah obviously he didnt wish for the man to die..but he wasnt too sympathetic towards it either..coz he wasnt a big fan and he had caused some problems over the years)

I dont think that people can be happy because of their heirachal status or wealth. lol. I think that their lives are probably worse off than our every day "normal" people lives lol. They may have the money, and the actors and actresses may have their exceptionally good looks and talent...but are they really happy? Behind their smiles that they put out for show on tv, are they really happy? We've all seen interviews with the famous people..lol and most of them hav all been married at least twice! lol >_< i wouldnt call that happy! hahah sigh..and yet, they still can walk down that red carpet with their fancy clothing and their big smiles!

Iv been hiding behind my smile. The other day i lost it and had a cry and my friend was shocked and said to me,
"are you ok? i thought you were over him already coz you been acting fine and u seem ok.."
sighh my smile lol ahhaah.. iv been hiding behind it coz i know that people do not want to hear me ramble on and on about him because it just gets annoying and repetitive and trust me im soo annoyed with myself right now too sigh. But the thing is, nowun really knows wat iv been going through lately, whuy im soo sad and why its soo hard for me to get over him! and no, im not going to go tell the whole world on this blog now my secrets lol hahah.

Mmm, everyone has their secrets.. im sure Miss Mona Lisa had a big secret too! lol she just hiding it all behind that famous smile of hers.

Smiles are deciving.. Looks are deciving.. I smile when i see him, but inside i am breaking down and i just want to cry. >_<" Sigh, i dont want to keep hiding behind my smile though. People think that i am strong, and its true.. i was strong, but now i dont know anymore. I try my hardest to push on and keep living..but right now i feel like my life is stuck because i cant live without him. sigh and i know that it sounds soo childish and stupid sigh. but.. my feelings for him are really.. real. And it just not easy to be me right now.

Sigh, Mona Lisa, teach me how to smile again~

I wonder how she keeps her secret behind that smile of hers. It must be hard. Mm, maybe she secretly loves Mr Da Vinci haha..and so when she looks at him while he paints her, she melts inside and smiles truthfully because she really does love him. Ooh, but maybe, their love is forbidden, and so she cant have him and so she smiles.. a sad smile. Keeping a secret within her that she cant let out.

Mona Lisa.. Mona Lisa.

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- dreamer (iloveu)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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