sigh from saturday onwards i knew that my life would never be the same again sigh...
it was the second shittiest ..worse moment of my life sigh....
obviously it has to do wit that one guy who broke my heart sigh .. i think i alredi blogged about it actually sigh...


anyways..im here to do a quick blog..sighh.. i jus did a test online.. and i studied for it too..like for a few hours..reading the chapters..i did the revision quizes too and omgosh.. when i did the quiz..sighhhh.. i thought it was ok..like..not that hard..>_< sighhs.. but then!.. when it was ovr and i got my mark sigh..i reli was shocked! =X like omgosh i felt so weird! sighhhs

coz like omoghs sighhhhhh soo unexpected sigh and omgosh..sighs..i feel soostoopid and i wold like sumone to hit me sigh =( argh i feel like shit!!!!!!
today has been SHIT


VERY VERY SHIT!

sighssssssss......


i hate it =( sobs..sighs.. this morning i missed my bus and got to uni late..sigh but that was ok..it was when i got to uni and started tolkn to somoene..sighh..i had a breakdwon =( and teard over roger..sighh and then couldnt be bothered going to class sigh coz ..i was all sad and crying =( sighhhhhh...


so i missed the first half of the lecture and lied down on oak lawn looking up at the sky with kim sighhhhhh and cried =X lol sighhhhhh........aaRGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


whuy does my life suk soo bad right now?? i reli dont understand! AT ALL..sighh
iv tried soo hard to make things better.. do more things.. go out.. keep myself busy..sigh.. i been tryin to be better person lol bleh but everything just isnt turning out right for me AT ALL!! SERIOUSLY! NOTHING!


my world right now is sooooooo upside down! its a mess! A COMPLETE MESSS!!! and altho iv been tryin soo hard and tryin to pick myself bak up!! it juz keeps crumbling down and crushing meeee!!! IT SUKS N IT HURTS SOO MUCHHHHHHHH


whuy is the world soo unfair to me ..sighhhhhh whuy nowww of all times.. why does all bad things hav to come in like a fkn gROUP! zzzzzz sighhhhhhhhh

roger breakin upwith me was bad enough okkkkkk i m still tryin to deal wit that even sighhhhhhh!!!! and now all this shit.. fkn hell..wats wrong with my lifeeeee!! sighh..wat did i ever do wrong...........


sigh i fell in love and then ended up gettin my heart ripped out and jumped on sighhhhhh

i try to study and do well but instead i fuk up my test sighhhhhhhhh

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh


*CriEs*


its soo unfair..sighhhhhh...ARGHHHHHHHHHh


- blehhhhhhhhhhh

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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