these past days have been very hectic.. craziness to the max indeed sigh..
i say craziness referring to my emotions mostly sigh..

sighhs.. i hav a test to do tonight and an exam tmr night sigh.. im stressed out like shit and roger sigh.. he juz puts more onto the stress sighs.. and i know its my fault coz im the one who keeps thinkn about him sigh =( but that isnt my conscious fault..its my subconscious fault and hearts fault sigh.. stoopid heart and head sighh..

i thnk im expecting too much from him sigh.. and i know that i cant.. but also, if i think about it and all that he has put me thru the past few days sigh.. blehh he is screwing with me sigh..but i knew that it was going to happen and i still let him sigh.. that whuy im angry at myself too sigh coz bleh i let him ..but i cant help it too coz i miss him soo much sighh and i want him bak soo much too sighh >_< sighh ="( even if he has hurt me like shit sighh..omg sighhhhhhh *cries*

life has been a fkn homo bitch to me sighhhhhhh..i hate it ! soo much ! sigh =( thers soo much on my shoulders right now sighh.. i feel like iv been pushed to the ground and kikd around sighh and i relireli cant get up right nww sighhh.. bleh im not strong nemore sigh.. i cant stop ccrying now adays sigh.. arghhhhhh Fukkkkk i wana be happy again

sigh sigh sigh

sigh iwl write more later if i can think sigh..i gota cook now sigh =(


- dreamer (loving uu)


"nights are lonely, days are soo sad.. i just keep thinkn about the love that we had and im missing u and nobody knows it but me.." (and ppl reading my blog and ppl i tell lol haha sighhhhhh)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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