sighhh...

why dont i run out of tears? iv been cryng soo much for this one stoopid person sighh >_<>_< the tears wont stop flowing sighhh..
i can bet u that if i collected all my tears or if it wernt all absorbed into my pillows sigh.. i could have u a bucket full of tears by now sigh.. *tear*

sighs.. today has been a pretty shitty day..
all day three of my toes on my left foot hav been numb and giving me a stinging, painful tingling sensation >_< ALL DAY! its still tingling ffs! lol sigh =/ blehh

mmm wat else.. i been havin a stoopid headache on the left side of my brain too! =/ bleh wats with the left side of me haha sigh >_<>_<

life is still.. pretty.. SHIT lol sigh >_<

aiyahhh

i feel like emailing him and telln him to stop fkn around with my heart sigh X_X zzz i dont dare to tell him in person or online >_< as in like..instant replyageing lol haha sigh but i know via email he wont reply too sigh.. argh..i duno wat i want! sigh.. i gues i dont reli need him to reply..
his reply would be to action sumtink i gues..sigh but then i also want a reply haha sigh bleh wat the fuk am i on about i don tknow >_< sighhhhhhhhhhhhhs

i think iv been listening to too much of bsb - never gone cd.. >_<>_< the songs on that album are soo emo haha sigh but i like them..they soo relate to me! hahah sigh =X zzz

that brings me to another point i was suposed to bring up a while ago but i forgot hahas sigh =/

why are all the nice sounding songs all sad depressing emo songs? hahah sigh...

ok well i agree, not all of them..>_<>_< there are many nice fast songs yes lol but mm im not talkin about them right nowwwww .raaar....

sighs.. love songs are nice.. breakup songs are nicer lol haha sigh >_<>_<>_< sighh ="/">_<

** i still - backstreet boys** << i love this song! haha sigh out of all the songs on this album i think this be my favourite =) sighs..

like all the other songs in this album its about a breakup...and one party is heartbrokend ike shit and wants the other bakkk.sighhhhhhhhhh

~who are u now..
are u still the same or did u change some how
what do u do..
at this very moment when i think of u

and when im looking back
how we were young and stoopid
do u rmber that..?

no matter how i fight it
cant deny it
just cant let u go

i still neeeeeeed u
i still care about u
though everythings been sed and done

i still feeeeel u
like im right
beside u

but still no
word from u

now look at me
instead of moving on
i refuse to see
that i keep coming back
yeah im stuck in a moment
that wasnt meant to last (to last)

iv tried to fight it
cant deny it
you dont even know

that i still neeeed u
i still care about u
though everythings been said and done

i still feel u
like im right
beside u

but still no
word from you

noooooo...noo
i wish i could find u just like u found me then i
would never let u goooo...

though everythings been said and done
i still feeel u
like im right
right beside uuu

but still no
word from uu... ~

sighhhhems.. i still love uuu =/

- dreamer ( sitting waiting wishing )

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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