the biggest mistake that i made in this relationship sigh.
was taking gers love forgranted..

its tru wat they say... u dont know what u got til its gone..sighh

he realli did care and love me sigh..and i took it all forgranted sigh. if only i knew better.. sigh dont we all wish that we could see into the future haha so we can stop the bad things like this from happening sigh =/ mmm...

i guess.. im here to say i screwd up and i hope that u all dont make the same mistake ever sigh.. coz once u loose them sigh its too late.. u realise all these things but ur chance of making anyting better or showing and provin to them that u still love them..sigh.. its too late sometimes.. and then u regret ..everything sigh

there are a few things that i know i definately did wrong in my rel sighh and if i could i would go back and erase them all sigh and then maybe now ger would b with me right now and i wouldnt hav to blog about all this sad stuff..instead iwl be hugging him and gettin ready to go to bed and slp sighhhh..

"wat ifs.."

my gosh they suk ahah sighhhhh.. but i guess we gota let go eventually and move on or else..its just not living nemore sigh.. right now im not living sigh.. im stuk..very very stuk! haha sigh..

aiyah...

i guess this be lesson #1 sigh.. never take him forgranted..he is the bestest thng that ever happend sigh.. learning by loosing him.. sigh it hurts... soo bad.. undescribable pain sigh..


- dreamer (trying to move on...stil loving u)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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