mmm he still cares about me =) hehe..sighs..>_< but..sighh.he stil isnt doing anything about it =( sobs.. i duno whuy im bloggin again and i hope blogger dun be a bitch to me today! lol X_x

mm sigh i cnt talk to him til tuesday btw sigh =/
he got exam tmr and then tutoring all day sunday and then two exams on tuesday!
sigh poor baybi >_<"i wish i cud be with him nowww sighs.. i wud give him his massages while he studys haha sighh and then cook for my hunni sighhh..
when he studies hard..he eats shitly sigh..and it not good for my dearest sigh.. if onli he wud let me in =( maybe after exams..sigh.. i sense ther is something going goood for us..but mm i duno hw long it will take him..sigh i shall wait..>_<

lala...

i dont think iwl be having dinner tonights.. sigh i feel sick..and fat lol last night was at jasmines house and we went to hawkers with her brother lol and we ate at about 11 =/
lol had roti canai lol mmmm..roti..haha im going to go and buy some soon ^^ i miss roti lol..its soo good..and im going to try and put a egg with it lol hahahaha =x mmm.

my head hurts like shit right now..sigh im going to go hav a shower and then start the studying again..one more test to get over and done with for this week! then im freeeeeeee!! heheh sighhhh...well not totally free..i still got another assignment to do and i gta catch up on marketing coz i havnt been this whole week..that be two hours worth of ilecturing..zzz *dies*

which reminds me..im going to go download the lectures now lol..^^

mmm..lala..well today been a very very weirdo and tiring day sighh.. i went to uni at about 11 for a tute..which i didnt prepare for lol..so i quickly ran to the library in the morning to take out the text book lol so i cud read it during tute lol..=/
hehehe..sigh.. i had two exams and one test this weeek okkk..im excused lol mm sighs..

yepp and then i finally turned on my fone..and big smiles* hehehe he misses me =) lol..oki no nt misses but he cares...=) awww he cares alot n he still thinkin about mee..hehe ^_^ sighs.. i love him =( aiyah today i just wanted to see him so i cud give him a huggggggeeeeee huggg =) hehee

sighhhs... mmm.. my fones been dead for about half a day in total sigh.. its charging now..=) mm lalala.. what to do what to do! >_< mm yeah today went to city too to buy mish her late bday present..hope she likes it..=/ lol hahaha its all small stuffs but it coool/good small stuffs^^ lol =X and my leg is reli reli itchy atm! arghhhh..sigh i think its mmm.. dry skin =( sobs..im out of nivea.. my ger isnt here to restock for mee and moisturize me sighhh.. i miss himmmm soo much~

aiyahh.. *dream dream*

arghh i wana talk to him =X haha sigh but i dont want to annoy him coz he is studying =( and he is stressing over his exams..>_< but but lol .. i need to talk to him =( sigh
i miss himmm alredii and it been onli a few hours since he told me he gona be super busy >_<

sighhhh.. ger ger ger.. maybe he will miss me =) coz he hasnt talkd to me in soo long? i duno =X hehe sigh.. i shal try and stay strong..>_< i need to not talk to him soo much to make him miss meeee =X hehehe..and so he can start talkin to me first ^^ ten it be all gooods =) and we be all happy and.. sighh i want him bak hahaha..blehh
arggh..yess im still going crazy over him! sigh.. wat do u expect..it was 2 years people..sighh i love himm and i want him bakkkk lahhh lol =(

mm .. what else to put on this boring blog? mm..
wana see a pic of my ger =X hahaha..



lols..hahah random picture..he looks a bit funny in that one..and so do i =X lol hahah.. we got matchng tatoos in that picture too hahaha =P mmuhahaha..^-^

hrmm... this be a song which i been listening to alot the past few days =X hehe..maybe i shudnt llisten to it too much tho sigh it makes me sad and emo >_< zzz lol haha but its a relli nice song =) im listening to it now tooooo~ eheh*smiles*

Guy Sebastian and Mya - Forever With You

Do you remember how we made it through the rain
Said together we will make you and me in love forever,
Never imagined we would go our separate ways
That my life would be a maze
Hoping to find you at the end

Can we just love again?
Kiss again?
I just wanna be us again
There's no reason to pretend
It's evident that I'm lost without your love
If we just hold each other close again
We can make it to the very end
Baby I will leave you never
I just wanna spend forever with you

How could I forget
Was when you came I knew for sure
What my heart was beating for
How could I take you for granted
And now that your gone
Every day is so unclear
I think I'm running out of tears
How can I get back to life with you here with me

Can we just love again?
Kiss again?
I just wanna be us again
There's no reason to pretend
It's evident that I'm lost without your love
If we just hold each other close again
We can make it to the very end
Baby I will leave you never
I just wanna spend forever with you

If we give up our minds
And let the feeling in our hearts take over
Maybe then we'll see
How this life should be
Before my heart
Falls apart
For you

Can we just love again?
Kiss again?
I just wanna be us again
There's no reason to pretend
It's evident that I'm lost without your love
If we just hold each other close again
We can make it to the very end
Baby I will leave you never
I just wanna spend forever with you

[Repeat] ~~ **

its a sweet song huh?? lols =) hehehe sigh i like it for obvious reasons lol ahhaha and also..it does sound nice lah =) hehehe ^-^*

"theres no reason to pretend..its evident..that im lost without your love"

lalala.. sighh iloveuu rL~

oki i think its time for shower and then studyyyyness X_x hehehe.. mmm *smiles*

- dreamer (iloveu)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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