One year and one day ago lol sigh I remember finishing one of my lectures in the octagon theater.. sigh and then my friend came up to me and was like..
"isit true..>__< are u ok serene?"
and i replied saying....."Huh? is wat truee haha"
*sigh* and then i found out...

Exactly one year ago, one of the sweetest, beautiful and most caring girl iv ever met passed away sigh.

Dearest Melindy~

I cant believe time its been soo long alreadi sigh.. so much has happend sigh.
i remember i wrote u like a liddol letter last year when i found out sigh.. >_<
i rmember reminicing about the past that we had..all the fun times that we shared back in year 8 9 and 10 lol =) sigh.. highschool life..
i rmber telling u about my life and wats been going on sigh and how i found someone that i think may just be the one sigh and that u would be proud of me sigh

sigh mel..

so much has happend over the past year..sighh.. good and bad sigh.. lately it juz been soo bad sigh. and i dont understand how u do it..sighh

ur soo strong mel sigh..one of the strongest persons iv ever met mel sigh. how did u do it? sigh. i wish i cud be as strong as u right now.. i cant take it sighh.. iv been feeling like completly giving up sighhhh..

life has been hard on me the past few months sigh.. i wish i were strong like before sigh..i wish i were strong like u melmo sigh. ur soo brave..>_< sighh if i cud hug u right nowww it wud be like huuuge huggnesss haha sighh =) sigh i miss u mel..

i wish u were stillhere.. sighh im sorry that we drifted apart too sigh after year 10 we both kinda split our seperate ways a bit sigh. but i guess we still talked every now and then and we still had our memories to laugh about =) sighh..

mel.. do u rmber the notes that we used to write to one another lol.. i rmber one of them especially hahah i dont know why lol sigh..i think it was in year 9 lol .. at that time u liked andrew carrr lol and i like.. giarry haha sigh omg.. >_< soo long ago sighh.. and then in the note i rmber u sayn to me to keep all the notes forever and ever hahah sigh =)

hahah awwwi just went thru a whole box of them haha sigh *smiles* memories..

eventho ur gone melly iwl never forget uuu and ur beautiful smile =) hehe sighhhs..
tHank u for all the memories mel sigh ur an awsome girl who il never ever forget =) hehe [s2]

sigh mel.. i wish u were here.. ur still soo young sigh.. it wasnt fair when they took u away from us sigh.. but i hope that ur in a better place now sigh.. u deserve all the best !!! ^^**

never stop smiling mel.. ur smile alwasie managed to light up the whole class and everyone around you felt so much better just being around uu sigh ^^

you know, before i started writing this blog.. sigh i was crying.. coz i miss u and i realised so much has happend during this year and its gone by so ..well, fast and slow sigh.. that one be hard to explain sigh .. >_< haha.. sighh.. its nice reminicing tho.. and now the tears are gone.. heh see, even if u are soo far away..u make me smile mel =) hhehe sighs.

i love u and miss u melmo
smile alwasieeeeeeeee ^_^

ur friend alwaise and forever~

*rest in peace melmo*
30 july 1988 - 4th april 2006

- dreamer

.. mm i guess its things like this that makes u treasure ur life even more sigh..some things can onli be done once and no mistakes can be made sigh.. >_<
.. sigh loveu mel

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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