i really dont have too much to say sigh.
in fact, my mind is a mess ..a blank mess and yeah, i dun even know why im here blogging lol coz it wont make sense in the end.. thats wat i know.. lol sigh
today be the last day of the very long easter holiday for 2007. sigh. iv been slakin it off big time since last wednesday =/ i havnt touched any of my books sigh or done anything uni related..

i really should get started because there is soo much i hav to catch up on sigh. but as u know.. my minds been somewhere else.. and arghh i know im stoopid..sigh but im still waiting =/.. i duno wat im waiting for sigh but.. yea.. =( im waiting.. hopefully he will come bak to me..but.. mm..sigh i know that the chances are pretty slim right now..but i still wait..haha sigh..
dont worry.i dont think anyone will understand me.. i hav a retarded way of thinkn..and.. yea .. sigh u wont understand >_<

what to blog about.....?

how am i feeling??

atm i feel very weird actually sigh. i duno.. i feel lost.. =/ the past few days hav been like this actually sigh.. i duno how to describe the feeling.. i juz feel reli lost and blurr..sigh.. i dont think im reli thinking about him that much but like.. i duno.. thers just some stoopid weirdo feeling sigh and it wont go away =( sigh...its killin me tho..i cant concentrate properly which is a super bitch coz i reli need to study for exams sigh.. and assignments and tests =/ sighhh..

my moms leavin soon too sigh.. i feel weird about that too.. i duno.. im happy she is going too coz like lol.but then.. i also dun want her to go too sigh.. once again iwl be lonley sigh and then there is soo much responsibility i hav to do now sigh .. =/ i duno if i can handle it all too sigh... i know that i gota pull myself together sigh..its been way too long alredy sigh...

mmm.

gota start thinkn positively sigh.. =/ iwish that i had a think switch lol so that i can turn it off sighh and i can concentrate on my studies and shit sigh.. daymnit lol sigh whuy arent we like robots haha =/ no feeling, emotions, heart sigh... mm but that would suk tho hahah =/ coz mmm sighh love feels good man >_< sigh =X hehehe

oMg! something happend to blogger and what i just posted got deleted! raaaar omgggg haha soo annoying sighh..i juz blogged soo much tooo sighh.. now i dont know if i can be bothered writting it all over again...

and oso, i dont know if the above stuff even makes sense nemore coz i briefly whent thru it and.. ther are stuffs missing from it too =/ soo errr sorry if it dun make sense sigh..it not my fault.. raar at blogger sigh =(

ok ithink its enough of this bold and italic fontness lol =/ heheh bak to normal now.....

ps. sorry again =/ if anyone even reads this sigh.. argghh im angry lol =(

mm ok.. eerrr i think i was bloggin about being unlucky sigh ahha.. mmm
and then i told u about a movie that i wtched the other day about a very unlucki guy haha =/ whos name is dahl. its a korean movie.

anyways i hav to go out now so iwl finish off this blog later tonght =) (3sumtink-pm)

(11.07pm)

i AM bACkk lol hahaha but with nothing much to say still =X

mmms.. i playd some audition today..its not as good as it used to be =/ mm.. i dno..i played it for about an hr++ jus then..mm i duno lol.. >_< it juz wasnt as good.. i rmber last time i kept wantin to play to get better..haha but like now..i duno..the music is gettin annoying =X and i hv no interest to get bak on haha sigh

mmmm lala...

i duno wat to do..im bored..but im not tired..and i gta wake up earli tmr..but im not tired hahah sigh =/ thers audition but..i dun reli feel like playing.. mm i cud read a book...but when i read i usu wana slp after that and.. i dont hav much l eft in my book so i know iwl finish it and it be still earli and i cant slp yet haah =X
thers msn..but..nowun is reli cahttin to me atm..soo rejected lol =( sighhhems

mmm blehh bored like shit X_x

ohh..

i can tell u about this random thing i waatched last night and finished today during dinners...

it about the bermuda triangle! hahaha..its like a mini series..its got three parts to it.. at firsst (last night) i didnt know..i thought it was like a movie.. hahaha

mm anyways it got the jurassic park guy in it =P hehe and mm i think she from some navy series..i cant rmber wat coz i dont watch it..and then three other random ppl i duno their names lol....ok not makin sense..

ANYWAYS, the main plot of the show is to find out wat causes ships and planes to disappear in the bermuda triangle! mm the jurassic park duude gathers a team of 4 ppls to help him find out wat happening..

its quite mysterious..but the show was a bit too draggy and so it got reli boring and yeah =/ mm but anyways they start experienceing weird stuff too.. they see things which arent reli there >_< lols and mmm their world goes a bit funny and things happen to them and to the people who hav been in those waters too..

mm i didnt like the show lol hahaha it was..retarded i thought =/ pretty shitty hahaha mm but i think that the bermuda triangle itself it pretty wow =) hahaha..

i wonder what really happens out ther..!? X_x in this show..they were sayin how it was to do with time travel.. and that once u pass a certain point u will disappear into thin air and go into a differnt dimension. lol mm so like at the end all the planes and ships which had been lost came bak thru the dimension =/ hahaha..

mmms.. ther was one part wher a commercial plane crashed in that area..and they went down to investigate and see waht happening.. mm.. there is a psychic with the group and he senses that one person is still alive in that plane..and ppl think he is a bit ..crazy obviously lol coz the plane been crashed for a while and it lookd deserted..

mm when they looked aat it they wer like wowww coz the plane was covered in rust and it looked like it been ther for yearrrrsss instead of an hour! =/ and then they found anther plane..this be a fighter plane which was used bak durin the warrr !! and there was a pilot inside..and he lookd like he had been in ther for a few hours onlyy! but in fact, those planes were onli used bak in the 1940s!! >_<

hahaha and when they lookd inside the commercial airline..and found the person..she didnt look like what the psychic expected her to look coz she had aged!!! ..when she got on the plane 2 hours before she wsas only 6 years old..but then when they got her out of the plane..she was a grandma! X_X but she still believed she was 6 years old..and the old man knew she was 6 but nowun else believed..til later of course the other 3 in his group believed hm and solved the whole mystery =X

mmmm.. yes sorry my review of the show is a bit shitty hahaha sigh but u get that and too bad !!! hahaha

mMmms

anyways i think im going to play some audition again.. then i might go to bed =)
im hoping that i can wake up earli tmr to hav a nice big breakfast =) hehe..

im thinkn..

sausage, eggs and french toast =P hehehe

eeek i hope i can get up >_<

mmmmmm okii...goodnights for now =)

- dreamer

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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