sigh the past week has been ...a mess sigh.. its all going down hill sigh..nothing seems to ever go rite nemore.. *tears*

i dont understand wat went wrong sigh i dont know how to make it all better...

worse of all.. i dont know how to let him go.. cries

i know that its timee.. and that i hv to do it soon.. im onli hurting myself every day sigh and thinkn of him wont make him come bak to me.. tears

but how...

tell me how ..cries

he is reli my dream come true.. i wud rlei do anythng..sigh.. i still dont understand whuy he wont let me in again sighs.. we are good.. we can be good.. sigh..

patience righT? sighs....
i dont know if i can take it nemore....

sighs....


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*how do i...*

[w]hen you left me you took my entire heart
it was the worst that anyones ever made me hurt
everytime im alone i think of you
and whenever i close my eyes all i can see is you

wat hurts the most is seeing you during school
and not being able to walk up to u and kiss you like i used to
my head is a mess and i get so confused
how do i say hello when all i want is to talk to you

i dont know wat to do anymore
how do i make u love me once more..
i miss those times wen it was just you and me
just us together and nothing else to worry

how do i talk to you when all i wana say is i love you
how do i smile when inside im broken and blue
tell me how do i make u love me again
coz witout ur love all i feel is emptiness and pain

we can be soo good together
we can make our love last forever
wat went wrong ..wat did i do
tell me wat to do to get bak with you

how do i...
baybi tell me how do i...


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how do i live my life witout u by my side
how do i smile witout pretending im happy
how do i make u fall in love with me again
how can i make things better...

tears

how do i make u mine again....

it wud make my life complete... s2

- dreamer ( i love u rL more and more every day... tears )

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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