first of all.. i wud like to say that i hav never been so ripped off by a watermelon in my life.. this watermelon that i bought.. omg loooks soo red..but ITS NOT FKN SWEET AT ALL! it tastes like shit! rofls hahahaha.. i think its probably the most shittiest tasting watermelon iv ever tasted! and im being dead serious rofls =X hahaa.. i love my watermelons so this is very very disappointing =(

mm sighhs anyways would u like to know how my day started?

wells.. i woke up and could get myself out of bed for about... forever lol hahaha sighs but i did eventualy and ran to the bus stop and made it ther just on time! 10.08am! ON THE DOT!! lols.. and i waited for.. 5 mins and the bus..didnt come!!! RAAAAAAAR~ if it came earlier i wud see it coz it makes a looop and comes out the other side where i can see it.. but..it didnt come out!! meaning it didnt comeeeeeee !! meaning i miss my tute! arghhhh sighs =( stoopid bus!!!!

and now i hav to do a makeup tute..which is at 1.. but that means that i cant make it to my group meeting to see the guy for my assignment! blehhh coz tute is 1-2 then there is a class 2-4! sighhh and the guy is onli freee 1-3!!! stoopiddnesss..! what a fukd up day! lol sighems..

mm sighs anyways last nght was weird.... i had a group meeting which finished at about 7.. and then roger came to pick me up.. firstly we studied a bit at mcL and thens we went to broadway to eat dinners.. and the food was fkn shit! lol sighs.. mm but we ended up havin a fight =/ sighs and then in the car on the way home he sed sorry to me and thens held my hand like we used to when we sat in the car together..sighs it was nice of course...sighs then wen we got bak to my house we ended up just chatting and doing hwk and listening to music..it was so nice!! it was like how we used to be bak in the days sighs.. s2* but then wen he sed he had to leave to go home.. my heart sank ...sighs and then he took some of his stuff that he left behind from when we were together...and it just felt soo shitty! sobs.. and now i duno wats happening! i duno whether he really misses me or he just came oveer to collect his stuff? sighs =( the feeling suks soo bad sobs*

i dont know wat he wants sighs.. but i reli want him bak sighs =( i wana hold him again and hug himm every dayyy! sigh i wana stop cryin and sayin goodbye like its the last time i might ever see him again sighs.. it suks..sayin goodbye to hm =( sighssssss.. ger ger germ.. iloveu sighs

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh put me out of my misery man sighs.. blehhh argh just bring him bak to me already sighs =( *tears*

bleh FKN WATERMELOn it making me feel sick! sighs =(

arghh sobs.. im going to lie down sighs.. everywher hurts sighs..

- dreamer (loving u still.. waiting for u to come bak to me again sighs.. hurry up ger..sobs)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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