hmm wel im leaving china and going back home to australia tmro.. sighs..
its going to be sad leaving..like it alwasie is when i leave here sighs..=( and this time my grandma is here too..zz sigh so thats another family to face goodbye too! aiyah.. i hope that i dont cry..zz i usually tear up =/ and try to run awaay lol so that nowun can see me hahaha =/ zz NO coMment!

airports suck.. everyones sad.. filled with tears..either happy or sad.. to see someone come back or leave..sighs.. i alwasie end up tearing hahah =/ sigh..
i dont know wat its going to be like when i arrive back in perth airport...sigh the last time that i did..hmm.. i was happy to see him of course but it wasnt wat i expected..in fact it was soo not wat i expected..more like a bad dream that came truu lol..sigh not a nightmare..coz it wasnt sooo bad lols but definately a bad dream sighs =(

it was not like it was planned or anything.. but when i saw him at the airport he was with.. some girl that we both know.. someone that.. im not tooo fond of sighs but she is good friends with one of teh guys that he rides with sighs.. and she was ther to pick up a friend of hers too sighs.. and so yeah.... super akwardness lol =/ sighs

this year..sigh i dont know wats going to happen at all.. mm
u see, last year i went back feeling hopeful.. and yeah just really wishing that he would be mine again sigh since we juz broke up a month or two before sigh and it was kinda jus left ther..not reaally well ok i was in denial lol but.. sigh it was kinda left hanging sigh.. ( i wont bother explaining) mmm...

anyways, yeahh sigh this time.. we are over.. its clear now.. but he still makes it unclear with the things that he says sometimes..sigh and so i dont know wat to expect this time round.. sighs
i told myself not to get my hopes up coz.. bleh.. i shudnt.. iwl prob end up gettin shut down again righT? sighs =( i reli hope not tho.. zz but yeah im tryin not to think too much and obviously i hope for the best..but .. yeah sigh watever happends happens yea and i gues iv been holding onto him for wayy too long..and if its not meant to be..its not meant to be and i shall let go :)

hmmm lol ahhaha sigh we shall see how that works out yea? lols =X

anyways sighhhh wat to talk about...mmmm

wels, i finally got to my 10th book for this year hehehe !! i finally achieved something lol.. LOL ok no no big deal of course lah sighs haha but i did set a goal to read that many books this year and i did it :D hahaha and im happy for myself.. as gay as this blog sounds lol =X hahaha..

i read harry potter one coz of the movie! lols i just heard from my friend that it wasnt that great tho..and that he nearli fell aslp in some parts coz it was that boring =/ zz maybe he jus has bad taste yeA? eeks i hope that its good lol

hmm yes okay well its my last night here with the family so i best get offline lol =x im going to go bowling now hehehehe.. must practice so that when i get bak i can kik rogers ass :D hahahah

hmm excited for perth but.. scared too..sigh.. wish me luck! =)

- dreamer
but now.. the question is who to watch it wiTH????!
eveyones seem to hav watched it alredi! omg sigh..soo sad..hahahah

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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