haha muddle..wat a funny word =X
hahaaahah anyways the muddle being... a guy lol sighs.. i think.. well its pretty daymn obvious to everyone tat he likes me.. =/ and im scared lol. sighs
i dont like him taht way lah zz sigh hes a friend sigh and hes a nice guy..reli nice and all..and smrt and would prob make a reli good bf..but no..lols hahaha
sighs..
hes the kind of guy who goes out with girls for like 2 months longest.. lol sigh and hes just very flirty.. haha sigh..
the thing is.. he likes me.. more than a friend.. bleh
and me.. sigh i like being around him and flirting with him. but.. bleh i dun see me and him going out.. sigh to me...hes jus a friend..=/ bleh and i think that be all he is for now..sighs =(

i mean, hes a great guy and all..but sigh.. i duno.. im friends with him.. IF we do go out.. we wouldnt last for very long AND.. then it would be akward after that..=/ lols.. coz like he started as a friend... then bf? err.. lol sighs

and jus no.. i dont like him that way.. man i still got the thing for rogerness sighs

bleh i duno wats up wit this month rofls.. =/ alot of boy related things been happening =/ sighs..
the exs are back and then this new one =/ bleh lols..
well not back back..but.. they are back in a way..llol i cbb explaining rofls =/ but m0st of u shud know wat happend hahaha sighs..

hm yeah sigh..big muddles..=/ i duno wat to do lols hahaha..
i duno how to tell him er...no! lol X_x i dont wana hurt h is feelings lah sighs =( hes a nice guy and i like being with him ...AS A FRIENd sighs.. but howww.. hahaha sigh
it jus be akward ...argh omg..no comment sigh im soo tired lah..i wana slp.. =( *zZzzzzzzzz*

hmmm sigh anyways, midsems are coming up..imma juz ignore everyone hahaha =X and try and study and yeahh sigh

oh shit.. on sunday ther is a trade expo too! =/
had to make up a song, sing, dance and choreo..lol omg..dies.. hahah i hope i dont die of embarassment lols hahah sighs

hmmm sigh ok well imma start the ilectures..

- dreamer

(btw i think iv gottn fatter rofls.. been eating alot of shit lately rofsl haha sigh..soo unhealthy blehhh i feel soo shitty sighs and not enough slp too sighs blehhh mann iv been stressing like shit lately lol sighs.. cries.. okkkkiiiii ilectureeeee)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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