man im such a noob..sigh im soo slow and behind in everything atm..
ITSTIME TO CATCHUP!!!

sighs.. hahahah mannn first up im going to finally get my stoopid licence and then get a job! lol. sigh.. its reli scary actually.. sigh the past few days.. =/ hmmm..
most of my uni friends..they are all soo.. determined!? sghs.. they all.. know wat they want and they all wana do vac work in huge accounting firms and do l ike CA and CPA.. *eeks*

all that stuff scares me.. alot actually!...sighs.. =(

i went to a careers evening on monday night... hmm there they had all the big firms and ppl just talkin about the company and how u can apply etc.. hmm its all accounting and finance firms.. like the big 4.. X_x zz

i duno.. i dont think im really into all that..sigh. im more.. to the simpleness lol? i duno.. i juz. never reli thought i would get stuk in a office doing accounting and finance?? lols..

me, personally would rather marketing and sales..lols..=/ haha i know that it doesnt pay as well and all.. but.. hmm.. i duno.. the whole big 4 thing... it dun really interest me too much..and mann my friends are all jus soo determined man.. sigh =( (which is a good thing..lols but it jus makes me hel scared)

they all got jobs... man some of them got really good jobs.. sighs and they are all into things like shares and investments etc.. and im like..WAH? lol sigh.. i feel like such a noob..sighs
man i dont even hav a resume.. yes laugh all u wnt.. bleh..lol sigh yeahhhhhhh.. arghhhh

i think i lack alot of confidence actually.. zz sighs.. im afraid of rejection? zz im sure everyone is.but me.. sigh hahaha.. idno =/ thats jjust me...

gta learn serene! lol sigh..bleh and im talkn to myslef..sigh how sad..

hmmm.. i shall go find a job and get my licence by the end of this year..=) .. licence.. i doubt i can get by the end of the year..but lol..hahahah =X iwl try =)

hmmm i duno...

i dont see myself in like firms such as deloitte, kpmg, pwc etc.. zz i dnt know.. i can see myslf doing marketin tho.. helping out in a kik ass branded store lol haha helping them with their advertising and marketing =) thats more wat im going for..? i think? sighs...

ir eli dont know actually..imma mess lol hahaha and im graduating soo daymn soon! i dont know wat to do =( sighs.. arghhhh i feel soo stoopid and nooby and i dont like it at all..sighs =(

arghhhhhhhhh time to grow up huh!..sighs.. i wana earn my own money.. sigh everyone else does ..bleh i wana drive myself around instead of fkn busing it all the time..sighs... and i dun wana use my passport to enter all the time lol.. man cards! hahaha.. bleh..

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oops i didnt finish blogging rofl.. i got distracted hahah this be one hour later now..lols

hhmm i just had a shower.. gettin really hungry now and house is on..nooo lol sigh, man i reli gota study! see..thts just the thing..i cant concentrate..lol i just learnt today that my friend takes drugs to study! lol... so that it will keep him awake and high! lol =X hahaha.. hmm maybe i need some rofls...mm but no!lols..

drugs are bad mmkay!

hahaha okay well..im going to find food to eat/cook!
iwl write more another day =)

- dreamer

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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