Sigh.. wells, yesterday my friends bro passed away..sighs (may he rip) sigh...
life is soo short.. theres not enough time for us to be angry and sad at each other..
we gta be happy and live life to the fullest.. gta smile and live with no regrets~

It sucks..loosing someone so close to u.. sigh i cant imagine wat my friend is going through coz ..he lost his bro! if i lost my bro. mann.. i wouldnt stop crying..

sigh hes lucky though..coz he gta say goodbye to him.. when melmo passed away..she didnt tell us how bad her condition was.. she jus left.. coz she thought that it would be easier for all of us.. sigh

death isnt easy for anyone.. no matter wat way they leave us..sighs
but we gta move on eventually... they wouldnt want us to be stuk and unhappy forever.. sighs...

i havnt lost anyone as close as my friend.. sighs.. iv lost my grandpa.. but he left when i was pretty young..both of them did actually.. i only rember my moms side more clearly coz they brought me up and looked after me when i was younger =)

the first time that i had coffee was with my granddad =) hehehe. i rmber us sitting in the kitchen of my grandparents old house in singapore.. and everyone was napping lols coz it was in the middle of the afternoon...^^
and then i was sittin on his lap while he dipped biscuits into the coffee =D hehe and then fed me =P sighs...mmm i love coffee and biscuits =)

ilove my granddaddy.. sigh i wish he was still here to see us all grow up.. i owe him and my grandma soo much for lookin after me ~sighs.. *tears*
mann i miss everyone back in singapore.. ilove them soo much..sighs
it sucks being soo far apart sometimes.. and only gettin to see them once a year.. sighs..

well this be a liddol poem that i wrote for melmo.. and for all them whov lost someone special..a friend..a brother..family.. sigh..

its hard to say goodbye...but we gota let go in the end..and theywl alwaise be ther for us..lookin down..lookin after us.. =) *hugs*

[Hard to say goodbye]

The day you left us
was the day that we all fell apart
You can't even begin to imagine how much I cried
You should have seen how many people came to see you

We love you with all our hearts
And we miss you more than ever
Your smile, your laugh..
The way you used to do that thing you do

You brightened up our worlds
Gave us all many great memories
You'll be in our hearts forever
No matter how far we are apart

I wish i could have been there to say goodbye
I wish that things were different
And you would be here
Sitting next to me, laughing...

It's hard to say goodbye
But i know iwl see you again
Looking down, looking after us..
We miss you with all our hearts melmo~

Much love forever*
RIP melmo 05-04-06

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- dreamer (reminiscing)

imiss u gonggong (heheheh granddadddy =Pp *s2*)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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