mannn i forgot to tell u guys about the bestest day of my week! lols NOT!
monday.. well actually i think friday is going to be a pretty bad day too..lols.. cfp exam.. dies.. that is going to be a super killer..like.. death to mee! sighs..

man i reli gta start gettin my shit together again..sighs.. iv alwasie been reli slak when it comes to studying.. but i know i am smart.. i mean, i made it into uwa.. witout reli studying for tee =/ that means i can be smarter if i werent so lazy and actually studied right? sighs hahaha =/ bleh

anyways, this blog isnt really about that lols...

im here to tell u about my very very bad monday!! lols...
it started on sunday night.. coz i couldnt sleep at all for some reason! sighs.. i got off the fone and was in bed at 1am..but i didnt get to sleep until 3.30ish...
my back was killing me and i kept coughing.. and for two hours and a bit i kept rolling around tryin to get comfy and go to fkn slp! lols..but mannnn it was soo hardd! ..in the end i rmber i took a panadol coz my back was really killing me and i just wanted to sleeep soo bad sighs hhahaha

anyways..that must hav definately contributed to my reli bad bad day! lols...

have u ever had one of them days..where nothing goes right! everything that you planned to do and get done..just never gets done..coz everything along the way goes wrong and it jus screws up your whole day!!??

hahaha well i had one of them days...

i planned that day to get alot of study done and to do all my tutes so that i could jus concentrate on cfp exam !! sighs.. but then coz of the lack of sleep the night before i couldnt get up by the time that i wanted to.. and so thus i couldnt catch the bus that i needed to catch to get to uni on time! lol blehhh

anyways.. i also thought that i had a meeting to attend at 2pm .. so i planned to get some shit done and hav lunch and all and then go to the meeting at 2 at the lib..
well, i got there early and waited for people to show up..

hmm waiting....

waiting.....

still waiting......

and i called them like 15 times! and NO ONE picked up! mannn i started to get pissed.. i had been waiting there for 30 mins alreadyy! all by myself.. and mannn think about how much study i could be gettin done!!
i had an assignemnt due in on tuesday too (the following day..if u guys arent following lols)

sighhhs....

so i gave up and i walked off towards the lab so that i could print off my stuff and finish off my assignment! as i was walkin there i bump into one of my group members and was like..OMG where were u!??! and then he was like..its at 4pm!!!!

IM LIKE....OMG!!!!! and then i felt the tears lols =X

OK no i dont cry for no reason! lols.. altho yes..sometimes, if u read my blog, i cry for him and its pretty no reasonish ! hahaaha..but..blehhh i dont juz break down in the middle of uni over a group meeting!! lols..X_X sighs

blehh i thinks its just coz im super stressed lately coz of the exam and then all the assignments piling up...quickly! lols.. and yeah the lack of sleep and nothing working out inda mornings...

so yeah i sat on the limestone and i had a liddol tear..and tried to calm downs
...then i msgd ger..coz he alredi knew i had a bad start coz..i msgd him earlier inda morning too lah lols =X hahaha =)

yeah and then i ended up crying..lols..u know how sometimes ppl say..."stop crying".. and then the opposite usually happens lols and u cry more hahaah =X o wels.. lols
but then after a while our convo went sour somehow and then we ended up gettin in a fight..and i dont even rember wat it was about..=X bleh it was jus stoopid adn then he hung up on me in the end!!! BLEH made me cry more lols...

so i went to be a girly girl..=X lols and i went to the toilets and cried for about 10mins... lol u know..iv never ever done that before..go to a toilet and juz cry lol =X hahaha.. its not me lols O_O hahahahah

sighs yeah anyways.. i got out and thens i met up with a friend coz i had to return sumtink to them.. i arranged before i started crying la lols.. and yeah so they came and i obviously started crying again lol sighs =X blehhhh... but that didnt last for too long.........i think lols hahah =X sighs...

anyways finally got off my ass and then went to print off the stuff for my assignment ... thens went to the group meetin at 4..=/ zz sighs.. that didnt even last for long..man it was pointless to go even blehhhh sighs....

anyways after that i was jus reli tired coz of all the crying.. and i went online for a bit.. and talkd to rogers again.. and it was all going good until we had another misunderstanding and then blehhhh he ended up tellin me to get lost and to not talk to him..so bleh wt the fuk.. that lead to me tearing =X zz sighs....

sighhhhhhhh..anyways i decided i couldnt take it at uni nemore.. no study for me..sigh.. so i took a walk up to jasmines house.. and it was nice walk i gues.. gota cry a bit witout ppl lookin at me lols.. and yeahh.. sighh

at jasmines we didnt do much..bummed around..watched tv.. simpsons.. fear factor!! lols =D hehehe then later she dropped me home while she went to baddy ...
at home.. roger called me and we talked again.. no more fighting lah i gues..
bt yeah it was sad.. i dno.. coz i was like.. bad dayy...
so i guess angry and sad.. and juz blehhhhhh lols....

sighhhh yeahh it all ended i guess when i went to slp? ROFLs

hahahah sighs.. hmm ilove him for being able to put up with my crap lol sigh.. the fights that we had that day were reli unnecessary.. sighs.. blehhhs sighs
duno...

i jus expct too much from him i gues..sighs.. but i cant anymore right coz hes not mine nemore..sighs (U) <-msn lols hahah

yeahh i mean like, if he were my bf..i wish that he would come down straight away and give me a hug and keep me company that night.. sighs....
coz he would b e the onli one who can really make me feel b etter..sighs and all i wanted to do was to see him and huggg himm sighs =(

bleh bleh how emo.. how depressing...

WATA SHIT DAY HUH? lol hahaahha

sucked coz i didnt slp til like 2am that night too..and then i had to wake up early to finish off my assignment =/ blehh sighs.. and i was late for class.. not late..i misssed it hahah =X zzz..

o wels.. life suks.. =X hahaha.. my life anyways...

and yeah, today i found out that i faiiled my exam..sighs.. i reali wished that i could hav jus passed tat one..sigs coz i knew that i wasnt gona be easy since i didnt relai go to lectures..and there was alot of lecture material in it sighs.. =(

blehhhh

o wels.. i guess it serves me right for b eing soo slak lately.. especialy this year.. sighs.. mann i been a mess sighs.. and im soo slak!! mannn someone gta kik me in the ass and make me do shit arghh blehhhh

that wat i miss about highschool! sighs.. they tellu wat u hav to do and wat u hav to study for and u got deadlines and they will chase u up and blehh sighs.. mannnn =(
im still sucha kid.. i gta grow up soon sighs.. its nearly the end of uni! blehhh

its sucha scary thought! bleh sighs i hate it actually zz ..i dont even know wat i wana do sighs.. wat i wana be.. blehhh sighshhh... i wish life were easier! Rofsl hahahaha =X

okkki i better not slak nemore..bleh sighs..
im going to read some cfp! lols =X sighs..

- dreamer

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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