hmm well its 1230 in the morning and i cant sleep.. im feelin a tad sick coz of all the food that iv been eating here in malaysia.. zz its soo good i cant stop eating lols hahah.. its not healthy at all.. zzz and im puttin on soo much flab hahah.. and im still slak as usual so i dont gym or swim.. and lately i cbfd shoppin either hahah so ther goes the walking..and now its just sittin or lying around watchin tvee hahaha..

sigh..its depressing.. i feel like im wasting my life.. i could be doing something but instead im on my ass all day doing shit all lols.. zzz its holidays yes..but man my holidays always go on for wayy too long. it gets really boring and tiring after a while.. zz sigh.. but i miss my family and thats why i stay for months.. sometimes people dont understand that.. and they say that im lucky and all.. zz hmm some people just dont understand at all.. duude life isnt easy.

anyways right about now im blabbering on to eva about sometink and i dont think im making much sense at all hahaha. sry eva. zz im not thinkn too straight atm.. hmm my minds kinda all over the place.. and in the same time im at a huge blank. hahaha tarded i know.. -_-"

well, its been about a month now since i left perth.. hmmm its been good and bad.. suprisngly i had a good time bak in beijing and i didnt wana leave soo soon lols.. hahaha zz no comment.. but ever since i been here in kl.. everythings jus been going down hill...as in its soo daymn boring.. zzz i gta start makin more malaysian friends back in perth who go bak home often lol so that when i come here to visit the family i got friends to go out and club with in the same time.. hahaha or else imma be shit bored here..

which comes to my deprivation..im missing my boys lols.. i havnt been around guys in too long..-_-" coz usually im always with them.. as in like i miss col alan shaunus and jht!! =( hahha and jus ...guys in general lol.. after the puregirl incident i think.. lol i cant stop thinkn and it got me started..and blehh i duno lols.. i cant really explain and i dont really want to ..explain lols.. zz its .... tarded lah..-_-"

hmmm i duno what im going to do when i go back to perth.. sighh.. perth is seriously a hole.. theres nothing to do and there are no nice guys there lols its depressing sometimes.. haha zzz after going to puregirl and meeting all these internationals and shit.. man its soo much more fun zz hmmm... i dont think im making much sense.. theres alot of things that i wana say and im thinkn about lol but its jus gona sound wrong and not make too much sense if i type it out here..-_-" hmm sigh..

arrgh anyways my tummy is making weirdo noises..like digesting or sumtink lols..i shud really go to sleep soon..its like 2am. zz and i need to get up to eat breakfast..or else there be nothing left for me like this morning... hAHHAaha -_-" sighhh today i woke up wayy too late and by the time i got down to the restaurant it was closed ..zz so no breakfast for me today.. or lunch =X zz

hmmm lalala anyways im going to call it a night.. i shall blog more when i got time and its not like 2 int he morning.. zz i still need to start on the travel and food blog.. theres a few things i wana do and change this year. iv got it all planned.. kinda.. hahah well not planned but listed rofsl.. lets hope i can make some of them come truue this year yea =) hahaha
oh and i got the book list started again this year..another 10 or more =) iv alredi done two and a half.. ^^

man if i was rich i would buy soo many books... obviouisly read them all lol and then hav like a library in my house hahah.. omg that would be aws!! hehehe =) sigh.. i dream too much lol..i got all these imaginations and plans in my head..but hahahah if it will ever come to action lols.. hmm we shall see.. sigh.. hahah if only* =) magic words that piss me off lolx..

kk well i shall go to slp now.. cant miss breaky tmro ~

- dreamer (full of thoughts i cant explain...)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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