hmm well i have been stressing out heaps since i last blogged here..sigh
so much has been happening..uni and rog related.. haha yes =/ still rog related..shuttup..do u wana listen or not haha =)

anyways.. uni..man i fkd up my degree ey hahaha.. instead of graduating this year like i was supposed to.. i am now graduating next year first sem.. sigh.. so that means not graduating with all my dear friends :( booo hahaha.. sigh but thats not a big thing i guess.. id rather spread out my study load and pass my units than overloading and not passing...any hahah.. hmm lols zz

so this sem im only doing 3 units.. slack huh hahaha.. o wells.. and the next im doing 4 and next year iwl be doing two :) thats if i pass everything this year..and sem.. lols hahaha..

blahhh

anyways.. today been a super stressful day for me!! argh.. uni and rog!! = crazy stress day !! blehh

firstly i arrived about half an hour late for my first lecture which isnt ilectured! blehh coz of the stupid traffic..sigh and 9am classes..arghh i hate 9am classes hahaha bleh.. dont get me started on 8! gosh..i havnt done a 8 class ....ever hahahah.. maybe once or twice in first year but i gave that up ...fast :P hahaha
ahhh what a slack person i am hahaha =X

blehh but anyways now im startin to stress coz arghh im going to graduate soon and i havnt done any internships or anything..bleh no work experience..nil! -_-"
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MYSELF... sigh.. im soo stressed out! i duno where imma be in a few years..and wat im going to do with my life and blehhhh sighhhh WHYyY :( i dont wana grow up!! :(

anyways.. i got sidetracked just then with msn lol.. umm roger.. man iv seen him wayy too many times today bleh.. i mean like at uni! hha sigh. back in the day when we went out we didnt even see each other that much at uni :( lol. but that was okay coz i saw him every morning and night.. most of the time we go to uni and back from uni together :) ahh good times.. sigh so yeah during uni hours we dont see each other too much.. we meet up for lunch every now and then but yeah uni is friends time :) which was a good system..anywayyys..enough about the past.. wat happend today is..i saw him about three times! bleh.. coz hes doing alot of comm now and we both do one unit the same :S which is not very cool AT ALL.. blehhhh just finding that out stressed the crap shit fk out of me :( *cries*

blehh sigh well i duno.. roger..just makes me sad..to think that he has changed soo mcuh sigh..i still wish that we could be ok and still be good like we were in first year =( sigh.. but i dont think that is going to happen anytime soon which really sucks and breaks my heart..sighh i wish that things were different bleh i wish that he still loves me deep down inside hahahahah.. arggh wishful thinkn..dont get u nowhere!!

baaaaaaaaaaaaah..

sighh sheep noises..gosh my head is a mess today!! lol blehhh

anyways yea i think iv rambled and complained enough today lol.i just went crazy to my friend lol.. i shud hav let it out on here instead of him haha but u know.. live..immediate response is alot more funner ..lol funner is a word? =/ haha..

hmmmm ok im going to shower and watch a movie or sumtink..zz

- dreamer (stressed out big time)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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