27th April 2008
sunday morning rain is falling..

today i must say is the best sunday morning i have ever had! it is almost perfect! :D
the rain is falling and i have my sunday morning music playing in the background.. and i have been in bed all day :) lols
well i did wake up to have a shower lah lols.. but im back in bed haha and been in bed for a long long time.. havnt really done anything at all...
haha yes, no its not good lol and i should really be studying and cleaning up the house etc. but.. we all need some time to relax yes? :D today be a relax day for me.. :) and it is the best sleep in i have ever had in my life.. lols :P

almost perfect because all i am missing is someone to wake up to inda morning and to bring me breakfast in bed LOL ;P aahahah and mayb someone to do my assignments and clean up my house.. hahaha sigh jks :P today is pretty good i must say :D although its a bit of a gloomy day .. its been raining on and off all day.. and its quite dim.. but i like it.. not too bright and not dark.. rainy days :D

actually, now im just gonna contradict myself.. coz.. rainy days.. i find quite sad and depressing lol coz rainy days are those days where i wish that i had my boy still and he and i would just lie in bed and hug each other :) and keep each other warm.. hmmm but i think.. i am over it all.. lol.. i have to learn how to be independent..from boys that is.. lols :P and recently ..big news! hmm, my dear rogerms found himself a new girlfriend.. so i guess that is the final nail to that coffin of ours.. mm so that saga is finally over :) and it kinda feels good hehehe.. i took it quite well i think :) i didnt cry.. obviously got a bit jealous.. and argh emo i guess? haha but yeah, so far its been okai :) and besides, i knew tat it was going to happen eventually and if he is happy.. i guess that is all that matters :) he deserves to be and i want to be happy too.. so that means letting go of him and to live my life witout him :)

you know what, today is also such a .. writting day hahaha.. to not think about anything else and not worry about study and blog :) hahaha. if only i had internet.. sigh lols.. -_-" then i can actually post this up.. bleh lols.. gosh i really need to get my net sorted..=/ iv been putting it off heaps lols..=/ i just cbfd.. and yeah i dun even know what im doing lol and whether i got the right modem and stuff? *bleh tarded..

anyways lets not ruin this blog.. sunday mornin.. rain is falling.. i cant rmber the rest of the song off by heart.. hahaha but omg its 5pm! LOL yes 5 PM man iv soo wasted the whole day hahah.. sigh :) it feels good but i feel guilty hahaha.. ahhhh i wish i could sleep in like this every sunday :)

omg kenny g just came on :) wow such a nice song hahah sunday morningish too lol.. well its not technically morning anymore.. ahaha o wells.. lalalala
maybe i should put on some piano music for the rest of this nice gloomy sunday day :)

i always believed that sundays should be a chillaxiing mellow day :) .. if possible with family and the ones you love.. but if you cant..i guess its just time for yourself :) to chill out.. and to not worry so much and reminice.. on the week? or on.. anything :) like earlier this..afternoon.. i was looking through my photos from last year :) and sigh.. they make me smile.. like i said, i have taken a new perspective on things.. especially after the roger news and the end of that saga.. its all good times and memories now :) no more holding on and waiting.. i was looking back at photos that we took together last year and they make me smile.. hehe we really did have some great times together :) and i know that i will never forget them ..and i hope that he doesnt either ^^

ahh photos... they say a thousand words dont they ! hahahaha.. i wana print some out actually..from everywhere so that i can put into an album.. i have heaps though so its going to be hard to choose and expensive too =/ but i think its nice.. to have it in an album.. i used to decorate them heaps too.. back in highschool when i didnt have my own laptop.. lols sighh.. i wish life was still soo carefree and easy like this sunday day..

iv been kinda scared lately..thinking about the future and stuff.. sigh.. i dont know what i really want to do yet.. i cant see myself out there working.. =/ full time and actually earning a living..=/ zz.. i dunoo if you can call that immature.. i duno.. its just that .. im not ready for that.. i cant see it happening =/.. maybe its coz i havnt worked before? mmm.. i think i still need to build up the confidence.. i dont have enough yet to face the working world.. lols i think..why would anyone want to hire me -_- hahaha.. i dont want to stuff up someones accounts lol or tell tem to invest in something that totally tanks lols.. ahhh sigh lol life..

anyways.. i thiink i am going to finally get out of my room lol.. and i am going to make some cookies :) it will complete the sunday..

in my mind.. a perfect sunday...

i wake up in the morning and when i open my eyes the first person i see is the guy i love who gives me a hug and kisses me good morning.. then we get up to cook breakfast together..:) we turn on some nice sunday music :) and sing/dance along randomly :) hahaha and the whole day is just chillaxing and carefree.. not worrying about anything and just taking it easy.. every meal cooked on sundays too :) a nice lunch and dinner.. tv music and just company of the ones that i love :)

..hmm doesnt necessarily have to be with one guy.. that perfect sunday is one that i hope to hve to in the future..when i get married and such.. lol hmmm a perfect sunday for me now..would be.. waking up to the smell of food in the kitchen.. breakfast already made by my mom :) and kenny g playing in the background (coz my dad likes kenny g and its just perfect sunday music :P) .. i get up to have a nice family breakfast with everyone and we just spend the whole day together :) chillaxing.. heehe... i would help my brother out with some of his homework and at the end of the night we will all sit back relax and watch some tv together before going to bed :)

that sounds quite perfect to me ^_^

anyways now i shall make some cookies and prepare some dinner..so at least my house will smell warm and filled with freshly cooked foods hahah.. a step closer to my perfect sunday :)

i hope all of your perfect sundays come true ~
relax and take some time off just for yourself :) its good trust me hahaa :P this really is one of the best days i have had in a very long time :)

- dreamer (*big smiles*)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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