7 december, sunday.

The worse combination ever. They both make you do such stupid things. Things that you regret the next morning. Things that hurt other people. Boys and Booze.

I did a very stupid thing last night. I chose a boy over my bros. And this wasn't the first time I've done this. Sigh. You would think that one would learn after the first and maybe second time that they make the mistake. But for this boy. I made the mistake again.

The worse thing is, he isn't even my boyfriend. He's not my man. He's not my guy. Hes just a boy. I've never done something so stupid before for a boy. Especially just a boy. Maybe I do like him more than I tell myself that I don't. Maybe I want him to be my boyfriend. My head is just a mess and the booze made it alot worse last night.

Alcohol; makes you do really stupid things and your judgement... What judgement?
I had a bit too much to drink last night. A combination of crazy mixed shots of pure alcohol and more pure shots! Don't get me wrong, I love my alcohol. I drink it nearly every weekend. (Bad, Yes I know) but I think it's time to stop. Or cut down at least.

I wish that I didnt do what I did. But in the same time, im glad that I did because I had an amazing night. It's complicated because this boy isn't even mine but in the same time he is. Ok maybe I am selfish. But it's only normal to be selfish. That is life. And what he makes me feel is jealousy. If only things were different.

Anyways morale is. Boys and Booze is a very very bad mix. Makes you do stupid things. Very very Stupid things.

- Dreamer

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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