here is your pre-warning: its is 6am in the morning so im sorry if this blog does not make much sense at all haha..

anyways, hi all. its been a while. and today i would like to talk to you about John Mayer. lol, yes John Mayer the singer who sang those popular songs such as "your body is wonderland" and "clarity". haha.

well, what sparked this topic?

its all began last night...

haha. being a few hours ago :S

anyways, i spent all of last night at uni. studying... lol and maybe some chitter chatting. haha. anyways, you knw when it gets to that time of the night../morning really.. at about 3am when everything switches off and your thoughts start drifting.. lol, these are the times when dnms are unleashed....

so we started talking, two of my mates and me.. we talk about life, relationships, future, ...and so im nt going to go into everything because it was a full 2 hours of it... =/ hahah anyways...

john mayer comes up in the relationship section of our convosaton. hrmm, as some of u know.. or maybe iv told everyone who reads my blog =/ lol. i hav found this guy and we get alng really wel... mainly because he is just like me =/ we are alike..too too alike! which... is probably.. well is not a good thing..but we will go into that another time.. lol

anyways JOHN MAYER.. lately nelly has been listening to him heaps..so its been gettin to me and iv started listening to him again heaps.. and so nellys been introing all these songs which i have never heard before.. and so iv been downloading all this random john mayer songs....

haha and so we wer talking about my relationship, how he isnt relaly future husband material, but for now..he will do.. haha as in right now, in the moment, we like each other..so why ruin it? is all good now :) we are all happy... sometimes future is just depressing to think about yea?

anyways, john mayer.. city of love.. is now my song. haha because its about two people who are infatuated with each other, in the moment, but usually and for future.. this isnt meant to be..and shouldnt be.., so really this relationship is all fun, and living in the moment kinda stuff.. :)

so that be the definition of my current status.. lol

and then my frend told me of another song, called... umm. somethink about rain and city? i duno.. cant rmber.. haha but its about.. a couple who are together and life is just tough atm and so they are both leaning on each other really to get through tough times..

which once again, kinda semi defines my situation again.. hmm, there are things going on that are not the best and so.. the one thing that brightens his day is me.. so.. i am more than willing to be his shoulder to lean on :)

so then i said.. yes ok. i know this. this whole relationship isnt really gettin anywhere.. really, its all based in the moment.. and future is scary to think about, thus we are avoiding it.. not totally but.. for now.. is all good, we are happy.. so.. lets just stick to what we are doing right now. let just wing it.. :)

but then i ask.. sigh. ok, i know everything i just said/wrote is faill haha.. so john mayer.. tell me what to do..sing me a song that will tell me what to do when the fun is all over and it gets serious..when it becomes a step more than fun.. the point where people start gettin hurt, and emotions get in the way....

song choice: slow dancing in a burning room

hahaha, john mayer really has it all lol...

oh wait.. forgot, gravity! lol. this song kinda fits in between just before slow dancing.. hehe.. its about a couple again who is good in the moment, however, they know that taking one more step, that last step to .. love and full emotions, may screw everything up.. things will be hurt and things will fall. sigh. so thus, a song wishing that things will just stay the same, not having to think about the future soo much and just to live inthe moment so no worries and all happydayze.. haha

so now we get to slow dancing in a burning room...

this song is about.. ending a relationship. john sings about how it was all fun and games but then now its coming to an end and we both know it.. wev tried but its failing.. in reality we knw its not going to work and we have to part our ways... its time to leave.. we are slow dancing in a burning room...
an ending that we already knew was coming.. but one that we have avoided because it was just easier.. and at that time, in the moment.. it was fun.... but now.. reality has struck..its time to wake up.. and face the truth...... its time to end... lol


sigh, depressing huh. lol.. but yeah, that is what i have to get to i guess.. sigh but how to actually tell him that?? should keep making him lisetn to the song haha maybe it will get to his subconscious and he will one day wake up and be like omg ..we are slow dancing in a burning room! hahaha.. sigh sigh sigh....

so yes, now john mayer has described my current relationship live/status hahaha.. wooot. that was the whole objective of this blog lol .. hahahah =X sigh...

ahh sigh, then i listened to another song because john mayer made me depressed lol.. note; the first time i heard this song, slow dancing in a burning room, was when me adn my ex broke up.. he made me listen to this song to let me understand how he felt.. lOLL! sigh maybe i should do it to this guy..

anyways yes the song be.. another you - cascada :) heheh once again another song which helpd me recover from my ex hahah. sigh

ooh and now im lisetning to kelly clarksons - already gone.. and its the same as slow dancing in aburning room

"Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye"


hahaha damn all these emo songs.. maybe i shud make a mix tape and send it to him...... LOL sigh.. ok no haha i dont want to end it yet.. like the second song "covered in rain" (yes that is the song) lawl.. hahah bad times..must stick together.. its nice to always have a shoulder to lean on, someone to spoon, on them days wher u just feel down, depressed adn alone.... so im here :)


ahhahaha ok what a great blog!!

goodmornings to u all and i think its time for me to go home haha :P

- dreamer (john mayer is awesome)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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