i just watched that love story called the lakehouse with sandra bullock and keanu reeves.. :) and its really sweeeet! haha. sigh.

it made me smile. and now im in a weird emo mood. lol. the movie has made me semi hopeful about love again and happy endings haha. sigh.

after my ex.. i duno, everything changed.. my whole perspective on love and being happy and guys... lol i learnt from my mistakes... i realised that waiting.. is..just wasting your time.. sigh, well at least i havnt found anything worth waiting for yet. lol. sad yes.. haha i also started living with the theory of life is short.. and just to enjoy life as much as possible.. no one person should ever tie you down. its not worth it. once again its a waste of time.. sigh..

now its been nearly one and a half years of being single. yes iv had a few guys along the way.. met them, dated them etc. but.. no one has matched up to my ex yet. sigh. and now its been soo long.. during this time of me being single, living life on the edge, partying every weekend and enjoying single life to the fullest,.. my ex has had two girlfriends! lawl. what does that say?! sigh...

i duno, btw. i would like to add that im over him. hes a sweet guy he is. and he will always have a part of me that still cares and loves him. but its different nw. i duno, im happy that hes happy. hehe. dispite my semi dislike for his new gf. =/ hmm, that is a long story that i shall nt discuss here.. haha but um, yeah.. me and him have a really nice.. some might find weird..relationship :) and im happy! hehe. we can spend time together without too much crazy emotions that we once had for each other...its good :) its an understanding..and its one crazy friendship :)

i dont think i can get him out of my life completely. he would be the one guy ..person..really who knws me inside out and back to front! no other person in this whle world knows me as well as he does :) hehehe. sigh. anyways, i saw him the other day..and i realised..that imissed all this.. sigh. its been such a long time being single, all that partying..all the alcohol and boys.. its all.. soo old now. sigh...

its time to move on? to settle down?! sigh.. but then.comes the next problem....who? hahah.. who who who!?

anyways, this lakehouse movie..made me.. sigh! hahah. its such a sweet mvie.. based on ..fate :) and destiny... two worlds apart and they still end up meeeting up and falling in love!! hehe. that is sweet :) sigh.

and ok, yes i know its all just a movie. hhaha but it just.. gave me hope again.. hopethat.. maybe one day.. i wil find that guy. and one day he will find me :) coz in every lifetime ther is at least one person out ther for everyone.. one perfect person :) that will fit perfectly with you. for the rest of your life :)

sigh,

yes during this time i been thinkn about my new boy too.. lol. sigh, honestly i think im starting to really like him.. and some would say that is goood.. but.. lol. he lives so far away. i dont know what to do about him.. sigh
iduno if i told u in the previous post, but he is the first guy since my ex who has made me feel like this :) the first guy i hav let my guard down..and let myself actually feel something serious.. sigh...

ever since my ex, my guard has been up like crazy high! haha. due to the fact that my heart was broken. bad. sigh. and learning from mistakes? sigh.. never let a guy get close to me again.. but this boy..he gets to me.. he makes me smile.. and i miss him sigh. lol. i duno wat to do.. maybe its the company i miss? haha. bleh see ther i go again haha making up excuses.. so now i duno what is real anymore.. lol =/

im confused.

sigh, i dont know the point to this blog really haha. i jsut thought that id ramble on and on like i always do ..about boys! hahah sigh.

i guess i just wish that love and life will be kind..and my prince will come soon to sweep me off my feet! heheh :D

oh yea, thing about this movie is.. sigh makes u realise.. well.. not realise..but... life is so unpredictible?!.. he/she could be standing right in front of you all this time.. you may hav crossed paths sometime in your life.. and you would hav never ever thought it to be him/her.. sigh...

haha ok sry im becoming delusional. sigh. love stories/movies make me weird hahaha. make me wishful and hpeful again.. sigh...

oh btw, he told me that he is very hopeful and wishes that he could b here so he would be my bf. :) lol. sigh. i duno what is goin to happen.. i cant do long distance and he says hes going to come to perth to live/work.. but.. that is end of the year.. and he might not even get a job here.. n dude i duno.. my mind is a mess.. damn this stupid movie lol sigh.. hahahaha

makes me think stupid things.

i dont know what i want in the future..but i think right now.. iwant him. lol but.. it sucks life does..how you can never get what u want.. sigh
i just wish he was here.? lol

- dreamer (missing you)

serenery

i believe that the simple things in life are always the most important
that we should never take the people around us for-granted.
life is never long enough, and is an unexpected journey.
and every obstacle are just life's tests to shape who we are,
that mistakes aren't "mistakes" but learning blocks to better ourselves.
i believe you have to take risks - to live life to the fullest and make the most of what we have.
because we only live once.

~ my goal of book reading still stands this year haha and so now i have decided to just list all the books iv been reading and read
> The Five People You Meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
> Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom
> My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
> Vanishing Acts - Jodi Picoult
> The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
> Deception Point - Dan Brown
> Highway Guitar Rose - Bridget Lowry
> The Pelican Brief - John Grisham
> Adrian Mole: The Wilderness Years - Sue Townsend
> For One Last Day - Mitch Albom
> Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowlings
> Bridget Jone's Diary [the first one]
- Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince - JK Rowlings
- Singletini - Amanda Trimble
- Falling Blossom - Peter Pagnamenta and Momoko Williams
- The Deep End of the Ocean - i shall getbak to u lol
- Ugly - Constance Briscoe
- Simply Irresistible - Rachel Gibson

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